103 Confused

~Sapphire Blue Sky Tower~

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Gavin sat on the sofa opposite Caden, his mind was preoccupied, he was thinking of his mother's offer a lot. It's been the only thing that was bothering his mind lately.

"What's the problem, bro?" Caden asked.

"Nothing," he answered.

Caden shrugged his shoulder. "Let me hear what is bothering in your mind. Come on, maybe I can help you."

Gavin released a deep sigh. "My mother offered me to take back Jessy," he said.

Caden's brows furrowed. "Huh? Jessy was already married to your brother, right? I don't understand...?"

Gavin drummed his fingers on his legs, in deep thoughts.

"Does your mother offered Jessy to you while she remained married to your brother? Can you be more specific please...," the line of Caden's brows deepened.

Gavin shook his head. "No, it's not like that, she will make my brother leave Jessy and returned the woman I love back to me," he explained.

Caden smiled brightly. "Wow! That's awesome! So what's the problem? You should be rejoicing right now because Jessy will finally be yours. That's what you've been dreaming for a long time, isn't it?"

"I do love Jessy but... but she's my brother's wife. I could not betray my brother again, twice? Nah, besides I have seen how happy Jessy was in the arms of my brother, so...no... I will leave them alone. I don't want to intrude on their happiness," Gavin said.

Caden scratched his head. "Lol, so you are a peeping tom, you watched your brother and Jessy make love to each other?"

Gavin did not reply. Yes, he had seen the woman he loves making love to his brother a few times, it's not his intention to watch them getting intimate, it's an accident. And what he saw was enough to distance himself away from Jessy.

Slowly, he was able to accept within himself that Jessy already had a new love and it's time to move on. Besides, it's always been Jessy and Prince Zain that were destined to marry and he was just the third party.

His mother's purpose was to resurrect their love affair and produce heirs to the royal lineage because his brother was transformed into a mortal being and can no longer produce powerful crossbreed vampires. And he knows why his brother became a useless prince because he was the one who drinks Jessy's blood first which was intended for his brother.

He feels guilty, not only that he owned Jessy's heart and body first, he was also reincarnated and become a powerful crossbreed because of that incident.

He sighed. He felt awful about everything, although he's not regretting anything when it comes to loving Jessy but taking his brother's power was something that he did not plan at all. His mother made things possible, and she also made everything chaotic for them.

He could never face his brother after stealing everything from him, although Jessy was already his brother's wife, still, he can not return the power he obtained after being resurrected from death.

The best thing to do is to stay away from his family and continue to exist like a dead man for the rest of his family. To their knowledge, he was dead already so he just has to continue the facade.

He was doing fine in the mortal's world, he enjoys his freedom and co-exists with humans and it's something that becomes a solace for him. He will continue to live among humans and act like a human, it's his new destiny and it's something that he was able to embrace willingly the moment he was resurrected from death.

"Caden, I got bored with modeling, I want to try something else!" he said.

"Huh? You mean you will quit the fashion industry? It's too soon to quit bro, you are already at the peak of your fame and success, why don't you stay a little bit longer up there and enjoy your success," Caden commented.

"I will just stay a little while and finished the contract with Aunt Ruth's agency, then I will try something new..."

Caden massage his jaw. "So tell me what you wanna do next?" he said out of curiosity.

Gavin smiled brightly. "I want to be a car racer!"

"Huh? Really? That's nice! That's is an exhilarating and exciting job bro, I'm sure, in no time, you will climb at the top of the rank of the best car racer in our country, bro. With your hidden ability, your opponent will bite the dust for sure, they're not your match!" he winked.

Gavin smiled. "I won't abuse my power bro. I will just compete with humans as humans do. It would be unfair if I will use my power just to win against them. I just want to have some fun along the way while living my life the way it should be."

Caden grinned. "I love your statement bro...Living my life the way it should be... it has a nice ring to it."

"On the other side, I also want to try real state business as Aunt Ruby does. It would be fun to buy a house, remodel it and then sell it, then buy again and sell it, just repeat the process," Gavin said.

"You can do it both bro, since you have no family yet and very much single you can do everything you want with your life," Caden replied.

"Okay. I will talk to Aunt Ruth and Aunt Ruby tomorrow so that they no longer accept new modeling assignments for me," he said. Gavin stood up and went to his room.