12 CHAPTER 11

I couldn't help myself. I had to eavesdrop, and I regretted it when I heard the girl call out Jayden's name. I couldn't control the anger that was brewing inside of me. I tightened my fists, and my knuckles turned white. I burst into the room, and the sight before me left me dumbfounded.

" What the heck is going on here" I was crying at this point. This was all so overwhelming. Here stood my best friend and boyfriend, who were all over each other seconds before I found them. I felt so awful, my boyfriend cheated on me, with my best friend. How dare he, how dare her, how? Why?

"Baby,chill out,let me explain." I walked up to Jay and slapped him hard across the face. Baby? Chill out? Is he fucking kidding me right now? " Don't you dare baby me or even ask me to calm down" he just stared at me, and all I could hear were sniffles, so I whipped my head to see a crying Cassandra, and something in me snapped. "Why the heck are you crying you bitch!?hmm!?are you not the one making out with my boyfriend!?" she just kept on crying, then Jayden cleared his throat, and I looked at the bastard raising a brow, giving him the cue to explain.

"I'm sorry, Sam, I never meant for you to find out this way. I didn't want to hurt you," woooow! He's got some fucking nerve this guy "well. You did, you both did

 I don't know how I didn't see this" I looked at Barb and found her crying, mouthing a sorry. I just shook my head and took in a deep breath "how long?" Jayden touched my shoulder, and I smacked his handoff. "I was talking to this one," I said, eyeing Cassandra. "I liked him since a junior year, but you two started dating 2months into the year, and I knew I had no chance, but my feelings never went away....." "I don't care about your fucking feelings, how long have you two been together?" I asked, stepping closer, "all through and after the summer vacation" I raised my hand to slap her and saw her flinch, so I backed away."You know what? You are pathetic" I looked at Jay. "I can't believe you'd cheat on me and with my best friend" I walked towards the door and stopped at the door "as of this day, I don't know either of you. You both deserve each other. You lied to and manipulated me. Let's go, Barb." Barbara walked towards them, slapping them both and grabbed my hand, and led me out. That's my girl for you.

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I felt so betrayed. I thought I'd never had to see them again, but I did. It hurt. It still does. It probably always will. It's not like I haven't been with anyone since Jay, but heck, sue me cause I actually loved that boy with him, it wasn't just meaningless sex, random hookups, and make-out sessions, but I can't let this get the best of me. I won't let it eat me up anymore. It's about time I move on from both of them. I'm done being soppy. I wiped away my tears furiously and decided to take a long shower.