Letting him Go

I've seen the star on earth.

He lights up my world and there was nothing that made me so happy.

I miss him a lot.

I've done him wrong, he shouldn't be taking my responsibilities.

Afraid yet I am strong, why not test my abilities?

I've done him wrong

I am fine, and he should be gone

I'll miss being picked when I fall

All I do is bother him in every call.

At times I almost forgot he too exist, I regret, I still do.

His friendship with me is toxic, they said

Only if I had control of the past, it'll all be set.

My call log always has his name but will it no more.

The late night conversations, I have no knowledge anymore.

So habitual to him, his voice is still a relief and melody to my ears.

I'll miss him, yes I will.

Something went wrong, please blame me.

I am just a heavy burden to him.

It hurts so much, and I don't know whom to turn to.

I think letting go will be loving him.

Oh Darling! This is where we end

I don't know a lot about LOVE, but I'm in pain yet it is beautiful.

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