86 My Mother's Wedding Day

My eyes stare at my mom, who's very excited yet nervous. I know that this is the best day of her life. Marrying the man of her love. And now, I'm here to support her for having a good life with my new dad. 

But at the same time, I've been thinking about when I will be having a family, putting away all my youth, and be a responsible wife and a mother to my future siblings. 

I just released a deep, heavy sigh when thinking that I don't have a boyfriend that will marry me and have a family in near future. 

"Should I consider Taehyung and date him? It is going to be wild if I accept it." I murmur while staring at my feet. 

At some point, I can't just date Taehyung just to discard my feelings for Christian. 'Argh! I don't know anymore!' 

"Why are you spaced out?" I flinch when Jennie suddenly appears in front of me and utters. 

I just sigh.