1 Chapter 1: Rejected once again.

"Wake up,wake up".

I opened my eyes and saw my mom waking me up.

"The holiday is tomorrow" she said,she waited a few more minutes in my room to be sure that I'm awake and then left.

I was really tired and I didn't have the desire to get out of the bad.

But I have to I told myself and went to the bathroom.

I brushed my teeth and washed my face.

When I wend downstairs I've noticed that my mom left already.

There was a nice looking cocked egg next to a bread.

Suddenly my father called me.

Strange I thought to myself,my parents divorced when I was 5 and my father called me only once a year on my birthday.

I answered the phone and asked if he need something.

He asked if I need a ride for school.

"No thank you I will take the bus" I told him.

But then he said that he's already outside waiting.

I didn't really wanted to be with him,I mean it's the first time that I thought for a second that he really care.

"Ok" I told him and went outside.

The ride was quite,no one talked it was weird that son and father can't find a subject to discuss.

As we got closer he started to tell me how much he missed me.

But I did not believe him.

When we arrived I got out off the car and started walking towards the main gate.

Then I got a text from my crush"Sup,where are you".

Her name is Noy Vi,a really cute and smart girl.

We are good friends but I've always wanted to be something more the friends.

In mid school people used to laugh on her name .

I mean,she didn't choose he first or second name so why would you laugh on her.

I quickly responded to her text "I'm next to the main gate see you in class."

I wanted to ask her out but I was not good enough.

I've always been so scared of asking girls out because they always rejected me.

But then I thought to myself that tomorrow the holidays starting so I have nothing to lose.

If she will agree I would have a girlfriend.

I mean it's a win win situation.

when we met in the class I wanted to convince that I love her but I was too shy,I mean I couldn't even look at her eyes.

We had 3 classes so I told her to meet me after school.

First class was math,oh dear I hate math it is so useless.

I can't use it daily so why would I learn this stupid subject.

But Noy, she really liked math when we texted each other somehow we are always ending up with math.

She likes this subject because "the numbers talk to her" I don't know what that's mean but I can understand that.

For example I really like literature and she doesn't i guess it's the same.

I mean I remember once we learned about Zeus and Posidon and she fell asleep,she was so cute.

She looked so peaceful and beautiful.

After the first class we went to our second subject biology,for me and for her it is a decent subject,we both like the teacher Mr.Willson the time went so slow, maybe its because I was nervous.

I ended up being yelled by Mr.Willson a few times because all I was doing is looking at her.

After the second class she came to me and asked if I'm feeling good.

I told her that I'm feeling good and asked her why she thought that I'm sick.

She explained that Mr.Willson have never yelled at me.

I told her that I was just hungry.

She laughed slightly.

The third class was history.

The subject is interesting but the teacher oh god the teacher hates me.

I used to learn with her son but I ended up betting him because he said dirty things about my mom.

I knew that if I would look at Noy and the teacher will notice she will kick me out of the class.

I tried to talk to the director but all he said was"I don't think she Holds resentment on you".

Damn even a blind man can see that.

During the class we talked about the revolution in France.

I have always liked this story,moreover the fact that people from the bottom of the society ended up winning soliders and the high tier society always impressed me.

This hour felt like a year.

I was so scared,should I tell her.

i really don't know .

Finally the bell ring " it's over" I thought to myself.

After a few second a massage appeared "where you want to meet" Noy asked.

"Next to the main gate " I answered quickly.

I walked slow I was nervous and afraid I guess.

I saw her from a distance she saw me and waved.

We met and started moving towards her home.

She asked me about my plans for the holidays.

"nothing" I answered.

"same" Noy said and looked at me with her beautiful green eyes.

When we were next to her home I sweat.

"You good" she asked.

"I'm good it's just hot today isn't it?"

she giggled and smile "if you say so"

I told myself "ok it's your chance".

"Noy look i know it's kinda strange but do you want to go out with me?".

She didn't know what to say.

"I'm sorry" she said and ran away.

Rejected once again.....

Am I that ugly I asked myself.

I wanted to cry,but I didn't.

I just felt alone.