I was standing, not really knowing how I ended up in here. In fact, there was nothing around in this white room except the black door right in front of me.
I didn't know why but deep down in my heart, it was as if I knew this place all my life.
Without even noticing, too much busy thinking, there was this woman, who showed up from nowhere, looking at me from the right side. I barely made a heart attack..
I couldn't really say something.. not because I was out of words or anything, I was just trying to figure out how the fuck did I seriously end up in this situation and that I wasn't.. maybe afraid? I don't know.
I was lost in my thought. But she -only her knows why- told me to follow her..
At the moment I didn't care and just did what she told me to.. like if, I trusted her in some ways..
From nowhere like when she showed up earlier, a book appeared between us two. She looked straight in my eyes and asked me carefully.. ¨Are you sure.. ?¨ I just nodded, as if I had to, as if I wanted to, and waited for her to continue..
She sighted heavily and made the book come my way, just in front of me.
¨If it's what you want, my dear Chimaera, if it's really what you want, let's do it, but it's not that simple and you know.. right? I won't be by your side after this.. I-¨
I rushed in her direction when I realised how bad she was tearing up, starting to cry at the moment I took her in my arms tightly.
¨Sorry¨ I said, even though not knowing why exactly, I just did, I had to.
She nodded and backed off. She pointed at the book ¨Sign it. And it's all done for good.¨
I furrowed my eyebrows and got back to my initial place, sadly. I looked at her and took the pencil. At the moment I was going to do it, I got pushed.
¨Hey..¨ .. ¨Hey.. Mrs..¨ .. I opened my eyes slowly, soon opening them wide when I realised that I was back to the real life. ¨Damn Mrs.. I thought you were gone for good!..¨ Said the man, ¨But here you are.. ouf..¨ starting to laugh playfully.. He quit laughing when he realised how unconcerned I was, since I was a little frustrated.
He tried to light up the conversation by asking, ¨Don't you have a train to take? I have one in one hour.. if you are free we can-¨.. I stood up straight and started to run as soon as I looked at the time, I was clearly going to miss it.
I won't deny the fact that if I stayed two more minutes there, listening to this man.. he was going to say something that I truly don't want to hear for the time being.. Too much things to do for me to play around with a guy that I don't at least physically have interest in. Remembering that I never had any in anyone in the first place.
I got in the train and it started his way a few minutes later, when I was finally well-established.
I was so much excited to finally have my own room in a dorm, the university, my biggest dream.
I studied so hard, did so much part time jobs to be at ease, thinking about how much I deserved my place in here.
I was smiling, literally giving it all. But it faded as soon as I recalled my dream when I was at the gare station not long ago.. What was that? Ddaeng.. I was, while thinking again and again, starting to feel like I should maybe give a little more attention to my dreams.. because of them being more freakish as time was passing by.
I ended up taking a nap, being careless as always. But well, it's not like someone could have done anything.. right ? Humans are way too fascinating in my eyes for me to be against them in any way.. - well that's what I was still thinking at the time -
Time flied away too fast. It's been already five hours. But it's not like I wasn't satisfied about it. I could finally be where I always wanted to. That place where I could study Humans like I constantly dreamed of.
I took a taxi and headed to the Uni. It didn't take too much time for us to arrive safely. I was so much happy, I was being convinced that the years I was going to pass on this campus was going to be the best of my whole life. The time for me to live freely..
I admired the facet of the University and then got back to my sense. I passed the entrance and reached the secretariat. I landed my admission documents and got quickly affected to a specific dormitory, the Dorm dedicated to the one studying Medicine.
I got accepted in this Uni, the best Public Uni in all the country. OWTOD University, which means Our Way To Our Dreams. There's different Factory, I chose and got to the one I wanted in one try. I am this kind of science and math genie.. sometimes thanking the sky for this gift but that was.. sometimes.
I had some chances and got a chamber for only me to live peacefully. I was a little afraid I might have to pair up with someone.. I am not really sociable so it was going to be totally awkward.. But let's forget about that and move on. I could why not come back to this subject in a few weeks showing it by acts.. which could seriously happens.