2 God

"Eos *****"

My ears started buzzing. I slowly opened my eyes and my sight slowly adjusted to the light. Light? I... I...

"Age 21"

Who's speaking? Is it the nurse? Did I failed to..

"Died because of intentional death, which is suicide."

My eyes adjusted and I find myself lying in a white ground. I slowly pulled my body upward to sit down and all I see is an endless white. Did I died? Did I finally died?

"So, Mr. Eos *****... Seems that your last name are invalid considering you killed yourself."

I looked at a ... guy? a girl? I don't know. I can't seem to fathom his or her looks. I just know he's a person, not even it's voice can be discerned. I just immediately know that the person in front exist and I can kind of see him or her.

"Are you God?" I can't help not to ask. Considering what I heard about what this person said earlier. I must have really died.

This God or Person seems to look at me and then the projected words in front... projected? I saw how the seemingly projected screen containing words vanished with this God/Person's gesture.

"I am the God of your previous realm, the Arret, and the realm Avvio which where I'll be sending you." The God said and its gaze fall onto mine. Wait.. Did... did it just said that.

"Yes. I will reincarnate you to another place." It answered seemingly read my mind. It looked at me as if I'm someone really stupid.

"Yes you are stupid. Anyways, usually I would just let your soul be burnt and scatter in the endless dark sky." The God smiled as it sat on its chair.

"So as punishment for commiting suicide. I'll send you off again to a new start." No. No... Wait I can-- no he'll read my---

"Even if you say it, I already have a solution for that since I know you'll just kill yourself again." Its smile grew bigger and wider.

"I'll bestow you 'Retrograde'. Which is an ability where you'll resurrect after death, then you'll have to start all over again."

What... just what the... actual... fuck..?

"No! This is unfair! I don't want to live anymore! Just let me die! This is unfair please let me---" I suddenly felt heavy like a boulder was put on me. I looked up to the God and saw its sharp gaze.

" Unfair? You think my judgement is unfair? You are making me laugh." The God said and every word is another bolder crushing me.

"This is the fairest judgement I have. You'll be surprised, Eos. But then again," The boulders that I felt crushing me banished and I slowly float up. I looked down and I can see that I am really floating. There's also little spots of light emitting around me

"Show me a life that will satisfy me, then I'll let you die."

The God said and before I can even utter anything I was engulfed in white bright light.