1 My life

I am a average person from a look and I think so to but my inner thoughts were very different from normal. I am a author because or this my thoughts where always what if this happens and the world ends or what if that person killed everyone on earth right now. I have a imaginary split personality that says random things or talk's to my main thoughts sometimes they get into argument's sometimes they agree but that helps me get another opinion on things like writing. All in all I was normal other then that I was average normal house nothing fancy other them my writing stuff. I had a girlfriend for 2 years not having the courage to propose. I was was in a corner not having kids not having money from my job witch was writing. Bye the way I got money from people who see my writing and pay to continue if its popular u was not getting money because I was in a writer's block and the worst one I have ever experienced I could not write a single word for week's probably more. This caused me to have anxiety like if I could pay for my house or if my wife was going to leave me for a man with more money. Witch mad me depressed and I had to see a therapist witch made me worry about money. I was in my room reading a book to get some inspiration to write but was not working. Should i get a normal job to support my wife and me but i want to write. He thought as the his whole body began to tingle. His armed started to glitch out and change to random colors then his chest then spreading from there his clothes disappearing as all his body began to change his hair began to disappear as he screamed. WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME. His voice glitching as his girlfriend came into the room only to see a few pixels of black disappear and forget her boyfriend ever existed.