1 THE GIRL'S WHO ENTERED MY LIFE

I had joined to this high school , and i was a fresher here . completely nerdy and studious . the boy who did'nt care about anything else . Then just doing his own work .

I came across this two girls who i didnt know that they would change my view . this all started in the year 2015 .

The first interaction with this girl . with a beautiful eyes , crazy body language and a brilliant mind . i would like to name her "MAYA" in this story . And the second girl with a fully of attitude and funny posture . i would like to name her "AISHA" in this story ..

At the begning of the academic year these girls and their friends use to enjoy their school life like there is no worries in their living . A happy environment would always be around them . they used to tease me for not interacting with them as well as others .. I had a great respect for all the teachers and always obey their order' s but where as they used to do what made them live their life full of happiness . As time spend we got closer enough that we where in touch hours a day . i saw their reaction's , habbit's , body language and everthing . all those thing's only used to say only one thing for me . that their reaction's is for their trust and friendship . i was'nt really knowing that i would get so closer to them and mt feeling would start for them . but that meeting was memorable . we used to chat for hours and even study together even while we are at our home's . spending time together was just like a time cutter for us . I really had feeling's for MAYA . but i could express it , in fear that our friendship might get lost or the moments we have might get erased . A year went away . i just had friendship with them . they thought me many things some carzy stuff . such as how to cheat teacher's in assinments as well as class test . Me as a nerdy boy had change in behaviour . and my confidence increased . As the next acedamic year appread . A new boy entered our class . i was'nt knowing that i would a have great relationship with this boy , just like brother's .. i want to name him "HUZU" . One day due to some reason me and Huzu got insulted by a teacher . this was my first time that i was insulted by anyone . i fought with huzu and we had no conversation between us . MAYA made me realise that i was wrong in that situation. she told me that ( if you got insulted by a teacher . even he got insulted too , but he never utter a word regarding that ) . those sentence's made me think alot . i never asked sorry for huzu regarding that situation . but time passed . i dont remember how we met again . but this time our bond was stronger just as brother's . in our class we were known as "BROTHERS" . We used to hangout together and spend quality time together ..

A big change was waiting for me and was'nt aware of it . MY friend HUZU had feelings for MAYA and even i did had feelings for her ... but before i could tell HUZU , he asked me to help him to get closer to MAYA because i was really close friend of MAYA and we used share the desk together .. HUZU tried his best to show MAYA his feelings but MAYA didn't give much attention to HUZU . and HUZU had this weird feeling that ME and MAYA had something going on . and we never expressed it in front of anyone . but where as me and maya where only good friends at that time . Just for the brother relation ship with huzu . i started maintaining distance from MAYA . this was the moment when maya started realizing that i am not what i used to be before . this was a heart breaking moment for me . although i was away from MAYA . but i was still in touch with AISHA . seeing conversation and actions between me and AISHA whole class used to call us eachother by eachothers name . and this thing bought some weird feeling in MAYA . due to this all i started maintaining distance from AISHA too . both had a diffrent feeling about me . that i have changed a lot and i am not what i used to be before . I used to think AISHA had feelings for me . but she couldnt express it . becuase we had distance at that time . then at last i had no conversation between them both . then last thing i heard from them was that ( just for the sake of anyone you can't ruien your life ) .

the year ended . the time came when we had to say goodbye to our school life . and started a new collage life . i didnt even get a chance to say sorry and good luck for their upcomming journey ..

WE HAD TO LEAVE WITHOUT SAYING A WORD AND WITHOUT A SMILE ON FACES SEEING EACH OTHER .

I JUST REALIZE THAT . I SHOULD'NT HAD TO RUIEN OUR FRIENDSHIP FOR OTHER'S . I SHOULD HAD TO COMFRONT THEM WITH MY TRUTH AND MY FEELINGS .

AND I KNOW NOW . IF EVER. I GET A SECOND CHANCE TO APPOLOGIZE THEM I WOULD SURELY DO IT .

I MAY HAVE MESSED UP MY GREAT RELATIONSHIP THIS TIME .

BUT I WILL NEVER DO IT AGAIN WITH MY UPCOMMING LIFE . THIS WAS A LESSON TO ME .

------------------------AND THIS IS HOW THEY CHANGED MY VIEW------------------------------------------

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