2 Chapter 2 - Losing Control

It was the feeling...but there's nothing nearby. It doesn't feel right, is it because there's nothing nearby to eat? For some reason it got hard to breathe, and I feel light headed. Am I dying, am I sick! Why of all times, I was supposed to go to an interview tomorrow!

I hate it, I hate this, I should count myself lucky, I can at-least use their address, but so what! Damn it all, I struggle to lift myself up enough to see outside the car window. I see a moron selling something to someone under a tree. Likely crack, this is still near the ghetto after all. Fucking bastard, if I had his gig, I'd be making money, and not have to live like this for so long.

If only I had money...lol, imagine if he disappeared, and all his money was mine. I'd be laughing myself into a fit, if only I could do that. I can't stop laughing, really, if I could do that, that'd be great! I can imagine the feeling, as if I stretched my hand through space, and turned him into mush.

I'd hear a scream, like the one outside right now, lol is someone getting mugged again? Anyway, if that happened, I'd then pull my hand back with his items. I wouldn't know how, but that's what I'd do.

Man, it'd be like what I'm holding now, a bunch of money, a wallet, and his gun...god that's not fair. If I'm dying, why did you make me delusional at the end, as if there was hope. It's not right to give false hope you know.

...I check the items again, and look outside, there's blood plastered all over the tree.... it seems the other person ran away. No one wants to mess with that mess. I'm shaking, my tears have stopped falling.

The biggest grin I've ever had in my life spreads on my face, it's been so long since I truly smiled, and I feel my lips crack. I feel giddy, and a pleasure I've never felt before takes me. It's like I'm high as a kite, and it's wonderful.

God I'll try to make it only bad guys, forgive me for what I'm gonna do in life, and thank you. I may not be a good person, but thank you, I'll be the best monster around. I start laughing again, I can't stop laughing, it's wonderful. I feel great! It's a wonderful power, so many things I could do!

Hahahahahahah!!!!!!!

Yes, so many things, I slip into the front seat, and start the car, I can't stay here anymore, but I'll be back for the rest of this neighborhood. I'll be having lots of fun now, thank you, all of you.

Thank you for everything,

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