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Some people said that life become successful when you follow your directions. And some people said, that life become so easy if you put your situation on the right path.

On my opinion, everything is accurate. You must need to schedule your time and ahead of your plan for a day, before you face the tomorrow and the sunshine's ray.

In my 23 years of living, I don't even experience a miserable life. I have a complete family, and everyone is very proud of me.

I have a supportive friend who always there, and some people who love and admire me. That's why, they also know me as the most popular and the best actress in the whole wide world. 

And yes, I didn't achieve that without those beliefs.

My time in this world is already planned; And I'm only working on it, bit by bit, until I die. 

However, I thought that is enough...

Enough of the reason that if you already reach your goals such as getting a decent job, a proper relationship, a good lifestyle...

You're life will be include for being the luckiest person in the world. 

But all of it is suddenly getting blurred...When you ask me those words that I didn't even expected and plan it ahead. 

At first, I got offended. Because, why not? I'm already in front of you, wearing a nice clothes and makeup that let my face even more glow.

But still, you've got a gut to ask me that? And I'm sure after a few more days, you have no idea how big of an impact those words to me.

If I remember correctly, we only met thrice. And that day, I allowed you to interrogate me because you said you want my response to some of your questions, but I think I regret it.

Because even though I'm an actress that can handle some any struggles, I forgot that you're a directress that can see everything inside and out. 

To tell you the truth, I only criticize you based on your personality that I notice.

And I must say you are the kind of person that even you are a professional directress, your directions in life are a mess.

Even if you have a passion for making a masterpiece and movies, your journey is so hard to find the end.

Just like a book... That sometimes it's hard to understand, and so many mysteries, yet you didn't seem loss at your flows.

The first time we met, I can't even believe that you're a movie maker, like even the comb has a hard time fixing your messy hair and an outfit that sorry to say, although I know that discrimination is a sin. But still, it is hard to recognize that you have a profession with that kind of outfit that seems it was own by a beggar walking on the street.

But mostly, your personality...Your personality that for the first time of my living I can't hide my dislike for you.

Perhaps it's because of your smile that even you already know there's something wrong, it doesn't even bother you.

And your eyes that even you clearly notice your surroundings is already in confusion, you still able to laugh and making fun of things.

With that, I already know to myself that you didn't take your responsibility seriously. However, It can't change the fact that despite you making me irritated, you also get me curious, especially on your question.

"Did your plan is also reaching your happiness?" 

Like what am I supposed to answer that?