11 Chapter 11: The Ignorance

Sabrina Dubois' POV

Okay, scratch what I said earlier. Having sex with Nathan White was the best part of my existence. I was in heaven and know I can understand when my friends said that they were in heaven with their boyfriend. Except at the moment, I was single, and my parents were old-fashioned people when it comes to sexual activities outside of the marriage. I know it was not good but with Nate, I feel like I can be anything that I can't back in France. I can see myself with him in the future but did he saw the same way with me. I wonder...

I opened my eyes too suddenly that made my eyes squirmed as a lot of rays coming into my eyes at once. I put my hand in front of them to protect them. I looked around the room to see that it was not the guest room that I usually sleep in. Not the room that I had my hand case being opened when it healed. It was also not the same master bedroom that I usually pay attention to back in the mansion of the great Nathan White.

I looked around to see that it was covered in black or blue navy furniture and the sliding window/door was opening its curtain wide. I can see the view of the ocean outside. it was calming to see the ocean, making me want to go swimming. Being a Nice-born and raised back in France, the ocean always makes me calm and forget my reality.

"I see that you have woken up," a voice interrupted my thoughts. I looked at the door where Nate stood and walking toward me as he was carrying a tray of breakfast stuff. My stomach growled at the sight. I was blushing hard and tried to hide my face.

"I was hoping you were hungry. With all the energy that we used last night, I am sure you want to eat," he said as he set the tray on the table next to me. I was looking at it and I am sure that I am drooling at the sight, again. Nate chuckled as he took a seat next to me. I looked at him before he took my hands into his.

"last night was fantastic. Thank you," he said before brought my hands to his lips to kiss it. His eyes become predatory when he looked down before my face. I looked at where his eyes were. My face was red as a tomato. I took my hands before dragging the comforter to cover my breasts that were being shown to Nate's slate orbs. I turned my back on him before he laughed at my silliness.

"Like you have anything to hide. I saw it everything last night," he whispered into my ear, making me blush even more. I just want the ground just to suck me with it. I can't take his sarcasm now as I was the one that suggested to him that I want him.

"What? Does cat get your tongue?" he said as he traced his lips onto my back. He was nuzzling my neck when his phone rang.

"Eat, we have a lot to discuss today," he said before picking up the call and answered in a very different language that I did not know. Was it Russian or Norwegian? I have no idea. He closed the door and immediately I took the comforter off and saw that I was fully naked in my birth suit. I have a lot of hickey in the place that I did not think Nate did not explore last night. I blushed just remembering our adventure last night.

We did in every position that I can't think it was possible. Nate was very strong and also his stamina. I can't possibly think that he would be able to fuel up again after our first time when I was fully exhausted at his deep thrust and expertise on the lovemaking. It makes me even hornier than I ever did.

I was being bent, being put in control of our activity as he told me to ride him and I did (terribly but I learned from the best), giving blowjobs and kissing him passionately and cuddle after every session. I was on his broad chest, caressing him as he was caressing my back while my leg was on his torso. We sat there for a while until I regained my strength or when Nate was ready again and we were at it again. Thinking about it now made me even more so red before I took the tray and dig in the breakfast.

I did not know that I was very hungry when I was chugging everything on the tray before I belched after I emptied it in 30 minutes. Now that the best record to show me that I eat like a pig. I belched again before I heard a chuckle on the other side of the bed. Nate was staring at me with amusement in his eyes. His slate orbs were twinkling with mischief. I was looking at him before I remembered that I don't have anything on. I turned around, showing my back to him as I tried to cover my body as quickly as possible. I can feel the weight on the other side of the bed. A hand was on my shoulder making me stopped in my track.

"Hey, look at me," Nate said as he turned me to look me in the face. He was caressing it as I was a precious gem that can disappear in front of him. I looked at him as he looked into mine. I searched his eyes for any sign of emotion that was playing in his mind. There was nothing unusual except for something that I don't ever think that I can see in him before when I was living with him. Love. That was showing in his eyes right now and he was looking at me. Could it be...

"Look, I'm late for work. I need to go," I whispered as I was afraid to go away from him. Just say the word, just say the word, I wished in my mind.

"Don't go, please. I need you," he said before he moved to take something from the nightstand. It was a black box that can hold a ring. Is he? IS HE?!! I calmed myself down, don't want to get my hopes up. I just wait patiently before he pulled it in front of me. I looked at him and the book interchangeably. I was waiting for him to say it. What comes out of his mouth disappoint me.

"You need to wear this micro earbud so that I know where you are at every moment. It operates on a frequency that no one has access to except me so you can be safe. Can you please wear it, for your safety," he said while opening the box? It has a set of earbuds, but it was so small that I could miss it was there in the box if it was not for a marking. I sighed inwardly.

"Yeah, gladly. I need to go. NOW!" I said before walking toward the bathroom and closed the door slowly. I don't know what came over me but suddenly tears were pooling in my eyes before I cried silently and slid down the door onto the floor.

What I was hoping for? For him to propose to you. To tell you 'I love you'? He was fucking you! You agreed to it and it was only appropriate that he looked after you! I just cried and cried until I don't think I have any tear left in me to cry. I washed and wear clothes that was on the bed. There was no trace of Nate. I dressed quickly and went out of the bedroom to see Alan was organizing the house.

"Where's Nate?" I asked him as I took my handbag that was on the table.

"Master Nate was out for a little while. He will be home at midnight. I was ordered to assist you to the company, Ms. Dubois," Alan said. I nodded. Of course, he went away. You just another fuck to him.

"Very well," I said coldly. "Let's go," I said as I walked out of the front door, feeling pissed than I ever did in the past like when Charles was snatched by Sophia, I dumped Fayyad's sorry ass when he cheated on me but this, being left alone after our intense, passionate night, I will kill him with my bare hands.

I got into the car and Alan in the driver's seat. He adjusted the rearview mirror before meeting my eyes. He nodded before turned on the ignition and drove off from the foyer.

I wished you just died, Nathan White!