The Fate of a Normal Girl

I'm just a plain fat girl without much will and hope in life — that is except for reading along with music. Reading tells me more about real life than being in this world— well, everything I read is unreal, I know. Since I've long lost my hope in life, I've been accustomed to living a normal and plain life — away from any unexpected surprises of life. Simply breathing, living and reading and of course, the daily life routines of a teenage girl. But one day, something changed. Not me, but my circumstances. ..... But I don't want this change! Can someone plain exchange lives with me?!