1 Prologue

Je te laisserai des mots was playing as background music to this two beautiful ladies lying naked on the carpeted floor beside the fire place expressing their love for each other. The beautiful black haired pure Thai woman on top of this cute innocently looking British-Thai.

Only the light from the fire place was their source of light in this huge Classic French Style room all things you can see in this room including this phonograph playing the beautiful but sad melody covering their moans , were all vintage.

*Je te laisserai des mots*

''I love you.'' Says the Thai woman as she kisses the shoulder blades of the younger lady and her mouth goes down to the cute lady's collar bones that made the British-Thai lady arch her back that brought a smirk on the Thai lady's lips that added her charisma.

*En sous de ta porte*

''A-ah.'' Moaned by the younger lady when the older one bit the back of her neck .

*Tout près de la place où tes pieds passent*

''I love you , Rebecca.'' The older lady repeated on the younger lady's left ear slightly biting it craving for response , the younger lady 's arms were now clinging on the older one's neck. The Older lady lifted her head facing the blurry face of the younger one and their eyes lock and they both lend each others lips connecting it again.

The black haired woman caresses the younger one's chest kiss it and give all the love she can give then she look up and lock eyes to her beautiful lover and her hand slowly travelled down between the legs of her lover she can already feel the juices of anticipation in there but she still look back at the eyes of this innocently lady and it give her permission by nodding its head.

*Caché dans les trous de temps d'hiver*

''A-ah. Ugh.'' Grunts the younger one when they finally became one her lover stop from entering but she signal to continue and it did, and slowly her lover thrust inside her that made her scratch the back of her lover her nails dug deep in her lovers skin when the pain was started being replace of pleasure.

*Embrasse moiQuand tu voudras*

''Please say you love , as you are now completely mine.'' Whispered by Thai woman to her ear as she thrust faster inside and her hips welcome every thrust it made . They were like dancing in harmony while doing it.

*Embrasse moiQuand tu voudras*

''AH. AH.AH'' She is now a moaning mess she had never felt this heavenly feeling her entire life and she suddenly felt something wanting to explode inside her. Her toes curled as she was trying to reach something and her hips pace came so fast she even clipped her both legs on her lovers waist reaching for something.

''Urmph.'' She bit her lovers shoulder, sweats on her forehead , and disheveled hair. She look at her lovers dilated eyes mirroring hers.

*Embrasse moi

Quand tu voudras*

''I reserve my body, heart, and soul just for you, Freen.'' The younger girl manage to say while struggling to breath after reaching sweet bliss of heaven.

''How dare you slept with that woman? Our family is a noble family you are supposed to marry the Prime minister' s son, How dare you put our family on shame like this for just a mere servant.''

'' Rebecca .'' Says the black haired beautiful lady standing at the edge of this cliff wearing a white vintage night gown facing the roaring ocean in front of her . The dark sky illuminated because of lightning with the angry sound of thunder.

A tear escaped on the lady's left eye as the memories repeatedly came flashing on her mind her right hand slow pulled her silky hair as you can see her tears started streaming from her eyes as it was in deep transition of events on her mind.

Another scene of them two but different time frame came in picture.

''Rebecca .. no don't leave me. Look at me . I came back to you.''

''I came back.''

''I'm here.''

The low hoarse voice of Freen holding Rebecca's dead body was full of pain . Blood from Rebecca's slit pulse is tainting the white wedding dress that kneeling Freen was wearing.

''Forgive me, of leaving you. I love you . I love you.'' She continued talking to Rebecca's dead body as tears won't stop flowing from her eyes as her sadness and regret was also overflowing.

And another scene again came in different timeline but same life and death situation but the two of them are in the same cliff as the last woman were standing.

''Please, don't die on me , again. You are so unfair.'' Freen said to Rebecca while holding her hand not letting both of them fall on the rocks under them . Freen was holding Rebecca's right hand whike she's embracing her left hand on the tree's body as support to pull Rebecca up.

''You can't take it anymore Freen just let me go '' Says Rebecca.

''No. I am not letting you go this time, Urgh,.'' Freen insisted still trying to pull their body up not wanting to see a dying Rebecca again. In this lifetime she can finally be able to remember their past and all she did was put Rebecca away from dying, she is not letting it happen again that's why she' s more than willing to give her life not wanting to see a dying Rebecca again.

''I promise not just to find you but to find a world where we can have the power to fight for our love to finally be happy together , build a family , grow old and die. I promise you that.'' She was stunned to what Rebecca just said.

Does this mean she remembers too ?

Rebecca smiled at her and she smiled back .

A lightning suddenly struck near them that startled Freen making Rebecca's hand free from her grasp accidently that made her breath stop.

''No!!''

'A woman wearing a black cardigan with a white shirt underneath, blue jeans, and white sneakers suddenly knelt down on the rocks on this cliff. Her left palm covers her face, while her right hand tightly grips her black cardigan as she uses it to hug herself as she mourns a woman in her nightmares who began to visit her sleep when she accidentally read one of the fanfic novels written by her fans as she was the most popular and highly rated actress in her country.

''Rebecca.'' She utter as she cries her heart out clutching her chest.

Her heart is in so much pain like she had been suppressing it in her for so long.

''Rebecca.'' She said the name again but a sudden realization hit her.

I need to talk to the writer of this story maybe she has answers for me about the nightmares her story brought me.

There is no way I was just touch with how beautiful her story was made, but this sorrows I am feeling right now are real I am not acting anymore.

I need answers.