Volume IV - Chapter 50: Unacceptable Offer

Over and over again. 

Every minute, every hour, every day.

In different ways, in different methods.

Yet that wasn't the worst of it.

The worst was the addiction.

They made me take it thrice a day at first, but now I could take it once every two days.

During the first period, my whole body would start shaking. Then I would start to suffer from thirst. I would feel like my organs were being squeezed. Then I would feel my stomach start to burn, and drinking anything other than the drug would never take away that burning sensation.

After that, the pain would continue to increase. My body would writhe for it, yet they would never give it to me until I was at my worst. 

Of all the tortures, this was the worst.

After a while, when I realized that I was becoming extremely weak from hunger and bad conditions, I felt something inside me change.