1 Your Fatuous Smile

A piece of laminated paper

That marked us third

A mistake that made our triumph taper

You fly too close to the sun like a hubristic bird

You let us down

Because you chose my words to drown

My words couldn't reach you then

My words cannot reach you now

The cause is the distance again

But today I'm the one taking a prideful bow

Because of my and only my accomplishments alone

Where are your fatuous smile is tossed and thrown

Your deep and sturdy voice

The words I assumed were your genuine choice

The fact you wanted to wipe my tears

The fact you wanted to hug out my fears

The fact you wanted to trade insults

The fact you wanted to compare results

The fact you wanted to acknowledge me in public

The fact you wanted me to vocalize quick

All this elements of our unknown relationship

Revolved all the way up my hip

And bathed in an irretrievable space sealed with Your fatuous smile as a slip

A gullible set of the words inscribed

That reflected your feelings described

Found its way at my designated wood

I'd rather have it discarded, if I could

Moral instincts clutched me

Hinting that being the bigger man is key

Delivered to the apple of your eye

Consequences resulted your tears and my fears

To lift your spirits up high

I donated my ears

Your portrayed sincerity and your fatuous smile had my heart tied

Sharing is caring

As the old saying goes

Underneath the designated wood

Across the long metal legs

Passing around as an action of daring

Illegal sharing bursted the internal adrenaline flows

Occasional skin contact set the mood

Other students exchanging the eyes of begs

Our deal made us exchange smiles

Even though it was all about a math activity

Your one fatuous smile put my heart on a series of trials

Like the "Pure Romance"

Like the "World's Greatest First Love"

Me in the empty room full of designated woods

After the end of the French Revolution with the Queen of France

After my crushing defeat, I felt a warm hand above

You could have left, if you would

Yet you chose to stay

While everyone was away

The feel of your hand

Made me stick to my stand

Your fatuous smile took me away from the stranded land

Underestimating my capability

Was the best thing that ever happened to me

Your mockery was the key

That unlocked the person I always wanted to be

You have given me a commendable gift

That you're unaware of

But you also created a tormenting drift

By neglecting my love

Which, over an inordinate period of time

Was annihilated by the twin enzyme

Your fatuous smile is now long due it's prime