2 2. IT'S ME

beginning of at first.....

it's when I started studying at my grandma's home.

The first day of school, something like, "we know what we are, but know not what We may be":- Shakespeare.

I'm nervous and my heart beat is very fast,I can't control myself being weird. I'm afraid of being a hated person or bored personality. I looked every corner of the school students are walking, talking, laughing, playing they all are seem very happy. About I just wanted to get in my class and be alone.

Problem,I know that I'm going to face a big issue, language difference and learning difference,I don't how to write and read malayalam,but for the god sake,at least I know to spoke. then , I'm walking through the varanda

I don't know which class I belong, there are three divisions A,B,C .

C is malayalam medium,A and B is English medium. I looked around and asked to a girl, she is very beautiful look pretty her name is angle the first person and my first friend at school. She is very smart and creative student .she belongs to list of full A+ grade children's. her dad works in our principal's office.

she helped me to find the class and good thing is she is my classmate also.

and bad thing is I got shoked and nervous when i see then children's in my class they are more than thirty students.I walked fast and sat on a bench. I'm not good looking and my personality more worse than looks. one of the them asked me to introduce myself.Then she got shoked and said: wow??!.

I know, getting a friend from another state of country that cool. But only when we were children's. Because when we realise, State and language never matters if we wanted to study. Then everyone started to talk with me!

and I felt some relief, I never thought,they will be this much friendly to me. Because when I'm at utterpradesh, At there, every students used to bully me or making fun of me. because I'm stupid and my grades are very low. some of my teachers also hated me. But that doesn't matter,

my mom always supported me, she is my everything that's why I'm still alive.

Later, I talked to everyone in my class. They are very nice and kind.

That was my new experience at that moments.

School Bell ringed , everyone stood up for prayer.

then, it finished our class teacher entered in the class everyone said greetings. my heart beat more Faster than before, because I had stage fear and I'm afraid of being noticable person in public so , I have fear to introduce my self front of the class.

Then,my chance came to introduce, Honestly it's really shameful, if a ten year old girl don't know how to introduce herself in the class or anywhere. And that was embarassing moment for me.

I just felt to cry ,later I feel nothing.

I just hope on myself one day I will overcome my fear and everything will be alright. I sat down on my place and class began teachers introducing themselves, every children's laughing, and saying joke's along with teacher.

that was so amazing. About me, I really don't know how to make fun or joke's with everyone, so I just listened to them without saying a word.

unexpectedly, a girl came near and sat next to me, And she asked about my friends,mom,and family, then we get along very well.

She is like grace person and Very smart,she is very flexible and very good at dancing.she is really good at expressing and understanding feelings.she's Name is Sandra .

I love her.she is one of my favourite person.

she gave me lot of good memories and lessons. And later, she started talking with me,and introduce her friends to me.

First day of school that was awesome,and very nice to remember.

IT'S BEGAN...