The Artist within, The Tears that can't be shed

After a while Kevin got up as Shadow watches him and he was smiling as Kevin brushes off his clothes. He may have no emotions , but Kevin can help out alot Shadow thought as he stood up and Kevin starts towards the cherry blossom tree and he looks at the tree and Shadow goes up behind him.

"Kitten, whattcha looking at?" He asked as Shadow sees a marking, it was a K and a J with two hands shaking as Kevin shrugs and turns to Shadow as Shadow pushes him up against the Tree and Kevin looks at him.

"Kevin, Come work for me" Shadow says as he goes closer to Kevin near his face as Kevin thinks.

"I'm already Co-Boss at Sterling star company as I have good pay" Kevin says as Shadow moves a piece of Kevin's hair back with his fingers as he goes near Kevin's ear.

"Well I need a artist , a artist within" Shadow whispered in his ear. Kevin didn't move as his heart started to race.

"I..I" Kevin says as he didn't know how to answer as Shadow backed away alittle and he smirked.

"Sleep on it , Kitten" He says as he tussles Kevin's hair and he goes with his hands in his pockets and Kevin shakes his head. What was that! He thought as he starts towards his house and goes in to find Ben waiting for him.

"Oh thank God your okay Kev" Ben says as he hugs Kevin as Kevin nods.

"Just had to clear my head" He says as Ben let's go and Kevin tussles Ben's hair as Ben smiles. Kevin goes towards the art room when Ben stops him.

"Kevin, may I know why your emotionless" Ben says shyly with his head down as Kevin raises his head up by placing his hand under Ben's chin.

"Why you ask?" Kevin says as Ben backs up alittle and his back hits the wall and Kevin was front of him and he blushes.

"I just wanted to know" Ben says shyly as Kevin sighs.

" A bad day and it was caused by me" Kevin says as he leans near Ben more.

"I couldn't get over that feeling of disgust when someone had touched me and I can't get close to people because of that day, I lost everything" He says as Ben sees that Kevin wants to cry but can't since he was suppose to be emotionless as Kevin lays his head down.

"It's was all my fault" He mutters as he pushes away and he backs up away from Ben.

"I ...I can't get you hurt either" Kevin says as he goes into the Art room and shuts the door as Ben slides down the wall as he think for what just happened as his heart felt it was hurt as he seen in Kevin's eyes the hurt and pain along with the sadness and he didn't like that look as he seen that there was tears that couldn't be shed as he lays his head in his knees as he sits quietly as Kevin was in the floor with his back against the door as he sighs and looks at the photo of him and Josh on that day before anything happened and he throws it across the room as it breaks and shatters and he picks up a piece of glass as it cuts his Fingers and deep red blood runs down his hand.

"My fault" He mutters as he places the glass against the skin of his wrist as he shakes alittle as the flash of the screams and the fire hits his head.

"It all happened because of me" He mutters as he does one slash acrossed his wrist as the blood poured from his wrist and he does another slash under that one when the door brust open and he didn't look to see Ben and Matt along with Brett as Brett ran to his side.

"Not again Kevin, stop, he wouldn't want you this way" Brett says to him as he trys to get the glass out of Kevin's hand.

"It was my fault" He says again as Matt goes by his side as well and he places a hand on his shoulder.

"It's not Kevin" Brett says as he sees the Photo and he sighs and picks it up and points at Josh.

"If he was here, he wouldn't want you this way" Brett says as Kevin didn't look up until Ben whimpered alittle and Kevin looked at him.

"K..Kevin, why do you want to leave us" Ben says as he backs up and Kevin slowly stands and goes over to Ben as Ben see the blood going down Kevin's arm.

"Ben, I cant be fixed" Kevin says as he brush past Ben and goes towards the bathroom and he tends to the wounds as Brett shakes his head.

"Ben, He needs you more than ever, Matt and I talked and we notice he has changed a bit these last two days and itbwas because of you" Brett says as he stands up and Matt nods and Ben goes to the bathroom and closes the door behind him as he sees Kevin placing on the bandage on his wrist and his hand as he sighs.

"Kevin" Ben says as he kneels down in front of him and Kevin looks down at Ben as Ben takes his hand in his and he fixes the bandage and he nods.

"Kevin, you think you can't be fix, but imma show you that you can" Ben says as Kevin places his hand on the side of Ben's head.

"You won't give up?" Kevin says as Ben nods.

"Giving up isn't in my dictionary" Ben says as he smiles and Kevin nods and looks at the door and back at Ben.

"Tears that can't be shed" Kevin says as he stands up and Ben does as he nods and grabs Kevin's hand and he smirks. I have fallen for this Emotionless Boy Ben thought s Kevin opens the door and Brett and Matt had already left as Kevin just goes to his room and lays down as Ben layed beside him and Kevin pulls Ben close and goes into a deep sleep. Ben smiles and sleeps after.