1 chapter one :white room

I dont know how i got here,or who i was,it was just white the place i was in,trying to move when i found myself strapped to a bed like chair.to my sides where a couple of mean looking syringes,my head felt like a thousand army pounding on my head,trying to recall my last memory i came up blank i couldnt remember and the harder i tried te more my head hurt,panicking at the thought of not knowing who i was i tried to free myself but to no avail it was pointless,i could feel vibrations and i could hear whispering but no other person was in the room,soon a door i didnt know was there opened,quickly shutting my eyes i could feel each step that person took i could feel the coldness of their breathe,the sounds stopped their breathe steady,this person felt scared i could feel it but why ,after all i am the one strapped to a chair,before i could open my eyes to see what this person was doing i felt the sharp pierce of a needle through my skin the warm fluid flowing into my bloodstream,every single part of me wanted to explode,electric currents running through my body,i could feel it everything their heartbeat,their breathe four people there are four people rushing in to probably hold me down as i felt one of the cable wires snap.i tossed and turned trying to free myself the burning was painful,screaming loudly my hands started to spark ,i wanted out, my eyes searching round the room when i spotted a pair of purple iris,it was calming in a sort of way trying to control myself another needle pierced through my skin but this was better it quieted the burn .trying to keep my eyes opened i was once again lingered to those cold purple irisis ,that would be one thing i would never forget,i hoped.

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waking up to a room similar to the other one i was in ,i looked at myself i was wearing pure white once again my head started to buzz the little memories i had made fading away in a matter of hours,it was pure torture i couldnt hear myself a loud buzzing ringing in my head hitting the wall crying and most certainly shouting pleading to be let out, soon that sadness turned to anger,i was loosing my mind,the only thing to keep me sane was those purple irisis but even that was fading away.was this going to be my life this white room ,i had started getting confused where the wall where and if i wanted to eat they slid in a white plate with white rice,if i wanted to to use thhe toilet they gave me a white bucket,i couldnt think properly my sences where going numb soon the daily trauma started to subside,i was like a new born i didnt know any thing emotions gone ,i just sat there staring into the whiteness.