1 January 2, 2020
5:39 am
Dear Diary,
Today is the first day back at school for the year 2020. I am very nervous on how this is going to turn out because me and a few friends didn't really get along well over vacation. I am glad to go back and see my best friend Juliana Hoyle though. We Face Timed basically all vacation and we stayed up late both making cookies while on Face Time. I also had my sister, Harmony over and I went to my knee doctor and got all cleared to do gym and sports! I am so happy that I can do softball this year, all I need are my equipment which is why I asked for Dick's Sporting Goods gift card for my birthday. Oh shoot! I need to go out for the bus now, it is 6:00 and the bus comes in 10 minutes! Well, anyways, I'll see you when I come home from physical therapy.
10:39 am
Hey, I am back! What a day so far. I am in study hall, and am in the library. Oh my god has today been almost the worst day of my life to far. I can't even describe how much I really hate people. It was so bad that I almost got sent to the principals office cause I am ready to punch people in the mouths. So one of my friends that I was talking about this morning, she has been such a freaking bitch to me this morning. Like what did I do to you? For example, during science, me and my best friend were talking all of a sudden she turns around to us and asks if any of us has any food and of course I did but I was saving that for the bus, and so my best friend says that she has an orange. Well we can't have oranges in the class because one of the teachers down the hall is extremely allergic. So I remind Juliana that we can't have oranges and this freaking bitch has the assiduity to scream at me saying, "I KNOW, YOU DON'T NEED TO BE A ASSHOLE TO ME ABOUT IT" um, bitch who do you think you are talking to? I simply reminded Juliana that we couldn't have oranges in a nice calm tone, but NOPE! Not anymore I guess. The bell is about to ring. I will talk to you when I get home.
11:11 pm
Ahh the nice 11:11 make a wish bullshit. To good to become true. So we have English and I am in basically in everyone of this bitch's classes. She still wants me to give her answers to every paper we do in class and give her food. I am getting ready to tell her that I can barely afford to buy shit for me, never mind heron top of that, and now my sister is having a baby so I need to have money to buy it what it needs when I babysit. I don't even know anymore, I just know that this is not good for my anxiety, and for my headaches cause everyday lately, I have had a headache that last all day long. So I am going to get some sleep, good night.
