Chapter 34

AMY'S POV

I huffed heavily "This is what you have to say ?" I scoffed.

He stood there without saying anything . Just looking at my face . Stupidly .

"You know what, let's just quit it . I don't think we should even talk ."

"What the hell ? Why shouldn't we talk ? I'm your Goddamn boyfriend. You are asking me to break up with you just like that ?" He blurted.

Now I'm more shocked . What on earth now he wants from me . I want to kill him now .

"Are you for real ? " I asked calmly .

"You saw the news?" He asked . As if I'm stupid . What does he think of himself ?

"What ?" I started to play dumb .

"God you did ." He said frustrated . Rubbing his hand over his face .

"Listen Amy , it's not like what you think ." He started explaining .

But what the hell was there to explain ?

"What is it like then , Jason? Tell me it's not true what I saw on the news . Tell me that wasn't your family . Tell me you didn't get married . If you even lie about this , I'll believe you ." I said the last words so lowly and gently .

I couldn't even believe what I just said .

Finally I broke down . He just kept staring at me with wide eyes .

"Just say it Jason. Anything that comes out from your mouth . I'll believe it. Please say that wasn't true . Say that you love me only ."I rushed into tears of fear .

Yeah I'm scared of what he will say now . I don't want to hear lies . But I do at the same time .

"Amy , I'm sorry. " just these two fucking words left from his mouth was enough to kill me right there .

"No , no , no . Please don't. " I grabbed him . Tucking my hands harshly on his shirt .

I was afraid to let him go . I didn't want to . I know everyone will think I'm too pathetic and all .

Because I'm not letting a married man go to his wife . I know this would be wrong . But I'm too afraid to lose him now .

"Amy , I love you . I promise that . But that is my family and I'm marri..."

"Shut up ! Please . Jason please stop . You have been away for this long time . Now you are back just to hurt me more ." I sobbed heavily .

"Do you even know how hard it was to wait for you? I .... I never asked you for anything . Please . Please don't leave me ." I begged . Thomping on the ground . I clutched on his leg . And started crying hard .

I didn't even care if anyone was watching or not . I just realised how hard it was for me to live without the man I love .

It's the feeling I hate most in the world .

He lowered down to my level . Facing me . Cupping my cheeks . He softly carried away all my fallen tears .

"Don't cry , love . I never wanted to make you look like that . I'm really sorry but I have to go . We can't be together now . I'm really sorry ."he said as if he was trying to console me . His eyes were heavy but sincere .

About what ? Leaving me ?

For another girl . Fuck it . It hurts like hell but he doesn't even try to hold on to me .

"Why? Am I not that beautiful?" I asked , almost whispered .

"No , baby . You are so beautiful ." He said quickly .

"Don't call me that . I guess I was just your playdate . Now you found someone more mature and beautiful . So you don't give a fuck about whatever we had . I get it ." I said quickly standing up .

Biting my lower lip . Preventing myself to cry more out in this situation .

"Amy, hear me out .please ." Jason said, grabbing my wrist .

"It's of no use now . You shouldn't have let me go before ." I said, realizing my hand from his grip .

I saw Travis and others watching us from the door .

I turned around to the other end to leave . I don't want to talk to anyone for now at least .

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Travis's POV

I saw Amy these last three months . She acted like she was all okay and happy . But in the end we all knew what she was going through .

I sometimes wished I wouldn't have found out about her and Jason .

But when I did . Everything was a mess with her .

She was too broken and hurt for that bastard . He left her to marry someone else . How more of an asshole could he be ?

This whole time I tried my best to make Amy forget him . I can see she is trying too .

One day she will not have any feelings for him . At Least that's what I think.

We decided to go clubbing after Amy's and Quinn's exams were over .

One moment Amy was so close to me . I can literally smell her soft scent . But she held her breath meeting my eyes .

She looked flustered . So cute and beautiful. I haven't seen a girl that beautiful , innocent and lovely in my whole fucking life .

From the very first time I saw her . I know she is the one who will get my heart .

And with no surprise, she did .

But suddenly someone grabbed her . Taking her away from me .

I followed them . And my blood started to boil , seeing the face of the man .

I was about to burst at him or punch him . When Amy fell down on her knees crying and asking him to not leave her .

Seeing her like that broke me all over . I can literally feel her pain in me .

But the thing that hurt me more was . That she was crying for a man who is hurting her again and again .

She won't even look at me . But she would go insane for him .

Suddenly Amy stood up . Saying something about playdate and all she left .

The asshole was just standing there . He was tearing as if he was the victim here .

I rushed to him and punched his face hard .

"You motherfucker!! How could you do this to her ?" I shouted at him .

"I know it's all my fault . But who the hell are you to come between us ?" He shouted back . Grabbing my collar .

His eyes was bloodshot . So was mine . We were both filled with anger .

I just wanted to kill him .

But Austin and other guys pulled us apart . Preventing any further actions .

"Asshole ! You should know how lucky you were to have her all to yourself . And you ruined it for some rich chick . I'll make sure you regret doing that to Amy, every.single.day." I spat. Moving out of there .

Instantly I remembered I needed to find Amy . I can't let her be alone by herself.

She must be so alone and sad . I can't let that happen .