Chapter 33

AMY'S POV

A mess .

This is what I made of my love life . From the start I knew this won't end well . And now that is fucking happening .

Nothing is going well . I can't believe that I have become so pathetic .

I'm breaking down by myself day by day . For what? Just a man . Who doesn't even care how am I?

I doubt he even remembers me . It is somewhat hard to believe that a person could change so quickly . One day he would say he loves me the other day he is gone to marry someone else .

It's unbelievable, isn't it ?

I'm trying to get in contact with him . But he is just not picking up nor replying . I guess this was it .

Thinking of it . He never told me about his family . The class he belonged to . What the background was . Now it all weird .

But why did he even come into my life ? Just to destroy it ?

Was it that easy ? I guess it was .

I sat into the completely silent music room . In front of the thing I like to play the most . Even this thing , my piano , has memories of him .

I started to play with one hand . As tears started rolling down my eyes . Remembering the days we spent together . The words . The feelings . It was all a lie .

A fucking lie .

Suddenly a figure sat beside me and used his hand to accompany me to play the piano . I knew who it was .

I didn't tell him anything . Now I wonder if he got the news from somewhere. Well it isn't hard enough to find out about my relationships .

I put my head on his shoulder . My tears were nowhere near to stop .

"It hurts , Travis ." I whispered . Sobbing softly .

He didn't move . He didn't speak . Just kept playing .

I felt bad for him too . Just because of Jason I treated him badly . And it wasn't the way he should have been treated .

He is a good person . He is always with me at least . And moreover he never argues with me .

I felt comfortable as his shirt soaked my tears . Slowly I lifted my head up and looked up in Travis's eyes .

He was already staring at me . The hurt in his eyes was clear . But there was something that was more than hurt.

That was a pity . He felt sorry for me . Which means he already found the truth .

He brought up his hands cupping my face . Clearing my tears on the cheek with his thumb slightly .

"It'll be okay. " he whispered.

I bit my lip to stop myself from bursting into Madonna.

"Thanks" are the only words I could gather up to say to him .

"For what ?" He gave me a confused look .

I put my hands on his . Rubbing them softly as a warm gesture .

"For everything " I whispered back.

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After four months .....

"Finally ! Exams are over ." I released a sigh of relief. Coming out of the exam hall .

"I know , right !" Quinn stretched .

"Okay ladies ! Tonight's party night ." Austin ( Travis's best friend) shouted .

"Uh, I don't think I can make it." I hesitated.

Suddenly strong pairs of arms surrounded my neck . So fucking strongly . I feel like I'll choke now .

"Oh you are so gonna make it , sweetheart." Travis hissed, embracing my neck into his arms more tightly .

"Fuck!! Travis....I can't....breath.." I choked . Finally, Hitting his arm . Around me .

He let me go . Chuckling aside . I narrowed my eyes on him .

"You are so dead ." I hissed before punching in his stomach.

He growled dramatically . As if I killed him . And laid on the ground.

"Awooo .... ahhh.." started making weird noises .

"What the fuck dude? I didn't even punch you that hard ." I kicked his leg .

He was literally creating a scene. Everyone started looking at me strangely .

"Hey get up. Please. " I hissed moving closer to Travis .

"Help me ." He extended his hand to me . Still making a cringe face .

I rolled my eyes and gave him my hand . Suddenly his face transformed into a giant smirk .

I knitted my eyebrow in confusion. Instantly I realized what he was up to .

Before I could do anything . He pulled me . And I fell on his top .

I was literally so flushed. Why do I even get into his idiotic words.

Our faces were only inches apart . Almost so close . I can feel his breath at least.

And everyone is watching . Now I'm even more flushed . My cheeks and ears are burning as hell .

My eyes widened . As Travis looked at my lips . I looked at him . Wow . He has the most pinkest lips than me . I almost wished I had them .

Then suddenly someone grabbed my arm and pulled me away from the scene .

The person stopped and turned around .

I'm frozen . My heartbeat is running almost at 120km/hr . I don't think I'll leave here alive today .

I realized that we both are just staring at each other . None of us is saying anything . I want to speak but I just can't.

I don't know where to start ? What to say ?

"I see . So you were really quick . You already found my replacement ." He said coldly . Darting into my eyes .

What the actual fuck?!!