1 § I entered but cannot Exit §

Mafia. When you talk about Mafia, all the bad things come to your mind. The very first word your mind can think of when you hear this word MAFIA, they hear DANGER, nothing else. Your world turns upside down when you hear that you are involved with THEM...

*Danger! Danger!* Is the only thing your mind can process especially when you are the Golden Child of the family.

Mafia, known for doing all those bad things... Mafia, known as the job that involves *killing*... Mafia, known as the most dangerous thing to get yourself in.

But I never made this choice! I never had any choice! I have to cause I had to...

Try to understand Chris. Please, don't do this to us.

"Why didn't you tell me before?" Said Chris.

I said,"Why didn't YOU tell me before?!"

"Why? Why? Why Chris?!! Why?"

Chris said,

"It doesn't matter anymore..."

"How can it not matter?!!!! How?!!! Tell me! HOW!!!! " I shouted at the top of my lungs...

He stayed quiet. And we were both crying, shouting, yelling but also that was the moment I saw tears for the first time in his beautiful hazel green eyes...

I took my bike and rode off. I rode as far as I could and well, what else?

"Chris can't do this to me!" I keep telling myself this, but the truth is something else... Something far more bitter than my fantasies.

"He cannot just leave like this! Can he?!" I keep asking myself, I keep asking Him (god) but NO REPLY AT ALL.

I don't ever get the answers!!...

Seems like I was right about myself...

Lisa, can never fall in love...

Never, Ever, Ever!!!

I said him, but he!!! With those charms!! And at last what did he do to me????!!!!

Break my heart... Tore it apart, just like that?

Demons, aren't demons from their birth! They are not! But... Sometimes you don't have a choice and you have to be the Demon in the Dark City...

You don't get to have those so called "independent life..." Well, not everyone has it.

My life is now a mess, I entered this messy room but cannot find the exit...