117 Nakagawa Hiroto (2)

When I had first opened my eyes and saw the change in the scenery, memories that traveled down my mind, foreign yet familiar, I had thought that everything had come to an end. Pieces of my past-self and memories that had been lost in the back of people's minds.

I had thought that this was supposed to be my new life. One way or the other, I had to move on. I had to live through it and become a brand new person - Li Fei.

But, I couldn't. I couldn't do it perfectly.

I had cried the first time I told Jin Longwen about him. And then I had said I was sorry because I couldn't love him like I was supposed to.

Because there were still pieces of the past behind every door. A scar that couldn't seem to go away no matter if I faced it head on or ran away from it. It lingered on me, haunting me everywhere I went.