2 6th Grade

I was in six grade I was like a tomato I didn't know what to do. I was so fat I wanted to no live anymore because people were bullying me. every single day I had to deal with bullying.

when I heard there was a boy in 7 grade I wanted to know him but I didn't know how to great him, because I was fat and short and u heard he was skinny.

when I was walking by myself I saw these two boy coming towards me. The boys were like " look at this fat tomato she is rad like a fat pig. u was crying, the two boys were wanted a kiss from me. but the thing I was feeling was pain and anger. when I was getting angry I started to push them to live me alone but they push me to the ground, I got up and punch one of the boys. another seven grader had came but one of the boys had knock me down. when I wanted to know who was helping me I didn't see I had pass out.

.....1 Hour Later...

I had woken up, I was wondering where I was till I heard a nurse. when I was walking up someone was holding my hand to keep me safe. I was getting up till he stop me I was feeling pain in my body. I didn't know what to do. when the nurse told me I can go to class, I was sad because I was afraid to get hurt. when I was getting my stuff the nurse and the unknown boy were talking about me. she was thanking her for saving me, I thought he was going to get into trouble for saving me but no he didn't. He had grab my hand and said are you okay I had told him i was fine, but inside I wasn't I was feeling pain. This unknown person introduce himself me. he was like " My name is arath i'm am your protector to save you. Arath had to back to class so I went to class.

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It was morning like 6:55, I had saw arath I had never felt so happy I my life. he had greeted me and told me you are the most wonderful person I had meant. I did not felt like it was anything like he like me in any other way, but he had always treated me like his little sister. I had always wanted to have a brother like a older one. I was happy to have a friend that treated me like his little princess. Every single day I was glad u had a good friend. it was summer now and there was a summer BBQ camp for a day. I went inside to see the robotics competing and messing around. later I was going to the library to walk around till someone stop me. He had ask me to be his friend and walk with but I said no it's fine. when I was walking by myself to the library to see what is new like a day for the school to open. few minutes later I had heard a noise, I had turn around but there was no one so I just look forward. one minute past and I felt someone slap my ass. I had *GASP*. I turn my head and I saw the same guy that wanted to be friends with me. I had rejected to be his friend. The boy had grab my wasit and I had scream but u couldn't he had cover my mouth just when I was about to scream. I was asame, I was scared, he was dragging me to a class room, I was kicking the ground trying to escape. When he brought me to the room he push me to the floor, and was in tiers he's was touching me. he was like * shut up you fucking bitch, he had *slap* my face. he had unbuckle my belt and my pants. after that he did the same with his. he said no one mess around with Gabriel. his name was Gabriel he is a pervert I said in my mind. I was hopless. I had to find a way to get out so I kick him, got up and he got up and hold my waist again. so I decided to get him m in the nuts. I had run to the rest room to the end of the stall and started to cry I was screaming trying to get help no one didn't get me. when I got home I had fake it nothing bad happened everything was find but it wasn't. I had cry and didn't tell anyone about what happened. after that when 6th grade was over u was going to be a 7th grader and decided to lose weight in the summer. In six grade I use to weight 280 now In seven grade I had weight 190.

To Be Continue....

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why can't I get him off my head. arath is in Houston I can't even visit him nor he doesn't want to come hear because what cyintha did she had fuck up are life's like stolen my friends then In high school she blacks mail them. man being in high school sucks. why can't u I have a normal life like everyone else. I wish I wouldn't be scared of dating boy then being friends with them.

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I'm sorry my reader I can't write that much because I am sick I have chorns disease I wish I can right Everytime but I can't. I can't eat like normal people, my doctor make me to not eat pizza, drink milk, soda and other stuff. it's hard sometimes I have to eat some food once a week or once a month and it sucks, but I hope all my readers can support me I will post in a month or in a week. I can't write alot sometime I have to take my medicine and sometimes I write to much I can cough or throw up and it was hard to tell people about my life but writing it feels better.

I hope you can support me my readers.😃😃❤

weight:

6th grade: 280

7th grade: 190

8th grade: 180

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Now: grade 9th: 150.