51 Chapter-49(A Glimpse of past)
"You see Grayfia, in my previous life, I could be called the most popular and talented person, I had my name in everything, literally everything, except for the supernatural part, but there was a problem with that, as I was an Orphan and the family which adopted me was one of the richest family, and with that, I started to create machines and many different types of medicines, at an age before 10 year old, and the family became richer and powerful, but then a problem occurred."
Anos paused for a moment as he sighed and Grayfia seeing that asked,
"What problem, Anos-sama?"
"Well, you see, as I was growing, I was becoming way too handsome and charming, so much that both males and females started to get charmed, and I was almost kidnapped several times by male and female teachers, but I easily escaped from them, as I had created many things for self-defense, so it was no problem and I had many bodyguards, keeping me safe in dark. And as more time passes by, everyone was affected by my charm, and at the age of twelve, I was given passes by the maids, who had spent their time with me since I was a kid, and even my stepmother started to get affected, along with the caretaker from the orphanage, and I had to do something as it was becoming more and more difficult to live with all that, so I started to wear a mask, all the time, and the situation started to calm down a little, but it was as though my charm was leaking out of me, it was still affecting others, but with the mask, I was saved from more trouble, and with that, the time passes by and it became a habit of mine to wear a mask, and just like that, I became 16 years old."
Grayfia was shocked hearing that Anos had so many problems in his last life, and hearing his last line, Grayfia became confused and asked,
"Anso-sama, what happened during the time in between?"
"Well, during that time, I was confessed many times, that I literally lost count, and I rejected every single one of them, as they were from those who wanted me because of my Handsomeness or my wealth, as I already became the richest man, and also, I was nearly assassinated many times but remained alive, but with injuries, and I also created many things, from weapons to household appliances, and this is how I spend my years, any more questions?"
Grayfia shook her head, as she understood all and that there is more to everything Anos had told her. Anos seeing her continued,
"At the age of 16, I met a girl, sitting beside me, she had a beautiful body, that can't be described by the worldly standards, but she also wears a mask, a black one, and was also intelligent, because of having many things in comman, we quickly became friends, or I should say, she became my first friend, as girls were pretty much scared of coming near me, as they knew they would fall for me and boys literally hated my existence, so having her as my friend made me happy, we became close as the time went on, but we never showed our faces to each other, and just like that, a year and a half passed, and I knew I was already in love with her, so I decided to confess to her, by asking her on a date, in a place that I created, and after date, I confessed to her, but, she removed her mask before, showing me the most beautiful face that I had ever seen, but it's just that, as I was more charming then her, and seeing me alright, she sighed, a relaxed one, and I knew that she had faced the same problem as I had, and then, I removed my mask, and she was shocked and was blushing a little but she controlled herself, and I seeing the opportunity confessed to her, which she accepted with a smile, which charmed me for first time in my life, and with that, our date ended."
Anos stopped for a moment and shivered, as he remembered what happened next, and Grayfia looked at him in anticipation and asked,
"What happened next, Anos-sama?"
Anos sighed as he continued,
"I told my family about the confession as they already knew about me having feelings for her, but the moment I spoke, I literally felt the world around me freeze, and the eyes of my stepmother and the caretaker send chills to me, but I managed to ignore that, but during the night, I was like rap.."
Anos spoke the rest of the words so low that no one was able to hear that, even with their high hearing, they weren't able to hear, and Grayfia then asked, with anticipation, and there was also a dangerous glint in her eyes, as she heard the story more and more.
"What happened, Anos-sama, could you speak a little louder?"
Anos looked at Grayfia and spoke, or more like asked,
"My dear Grayfia, there is nothing interesting left, we could ignore the rest, and you are going to visit that world with me, so you should know about it at that time."
Ophis besides him started to laugh, as she knew the whole story, and Grayfia looked at Anos and have tears started to gather in her eyes as she spoke,
"I understand, Anos-sama still doesn't trust me enough, I understood."
Anos immediately panicked, as he hugged her and patted her back, and spoke quickly,
"It's nothing like that! Grayfia!"
"Then, why can't you answer me?"
Grayfia asked, while in Anos's arms, as she looked at Ophis who showed thumbs-up to her. Anos then answered,
"I was ra*ed that night, and I could have stopped them, but seeing their expression, I stopped and let them do whatever they wanted."
Anos answered, and separated himself from Grayfia, who was shocked to hear that, as imagining Anos getting rape is something she can't think about, as he had become such a figure, and asked,
"For real?"
"Yes...."
"What happened after that?"
"Well, I told my girlfriend about what happened, and all she asked me was to let her meet the two of them, and their talk is not something I was capable of hearing, after that, they kinda became friends and spend time together, and I was killed two years after that."
Grayfia nodded her head, she knew Anos could have known about the talk now, but he still doesn't want to, which means it became something like trauma to him.
Grayfia then thought for a while and asked, with hostility in her voice,
"Then, who killed you in your last life, Anos-sama?"
"My stepfather."
"Wait, why?"
"Because he loved my stepmother too much, but their marriage is not of love, it was of profit, and maximum every big family was related to the supernatural things, it's just that, I was never told, and even I can't find, and my stepfather hurt himself in his younger years, becoming limp, or impotent, so there was no way they could have good marriage life, and because of that, I was adopted."
"I understand, then, what are the names of everyone, Anos-sama?"
Anos had talked about his life, but not about the names during the whole time, so Grayfia asked this, as she was curious about the names.
"Well, Julia is the name of my girlfriend, Sophia is the name of my Stepmother, Jeanne is the name of my caretaker, and Michael is the name of my stepfather."
"I understand, Anos-sama."
All of them then stayed quiet for some time, and Anos closed his eyes remembering those from his previous life, it's not that he doesn't miss them, but, he just can't forget the look on Julia's face when he told her about him getting ra*ed, he was scared for the first time, and after that, he decided never to even look at another girl, but now, he is in a relationship with two girls, so he can't imagine what her reaction would be if she knew.
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Meanwhile, Kuroka jumped outside of the portal and appeared in a corridor and saw the portal still behind her and relaxed, as Anos hadn't thrown her, like he said, and placed illusion magic and walked in the corridor, towards a room, and entered, and inside, she saw a beautiful woman, who appears as a young woman with a voluptuous figure and very long blonde hair with matching eyes. She is a woman with delicate facial features and her eyebrows are cut very short and round a symbol of nobility. Her hair is tied in a loose ponytail, reaching all the way down to her legs that end's in a spiral, with taut bandages to keep it in place. She is wearing a traditional shrine maiden attire, and over that, she wore a white coat held closed by a red ribbon and a golden crown.
Kuroka seeing the women bowed her head and spoke, in a respectful tone,
"Greeting's Yasaka-sama. nya."
The woman, Yasaka, looked at Kuroka and narrowed her eyes as she spoke,
"How many times do I have to tell, that you are not allowed to go outside without reporting, and you even went to Anos-sama alone, if those gods knew about that, they are going to make things difficult for us."
Kuroka smiled brightly hearing that, as she replied in an excited tone,
"Don't worry, nya, Yasaka-sama, those Gods can't do a single thing, nya, and Master is going to visit the yokai faction tomorrow, Nya."
Yasaka immediately stood up and went towards Kuroka and asked in a surprised and happy tone,
"Are you sure, that Anos-sama is going to visit us tomorrow!?"
"Yes!, nya, Master told me this himself, nya."
Yasaka hearing that started to calm down, and then went back to her position back like nothing had happened and opened her mouth, as she spoke in a happy voice,
"Then, we should start to prepare the things, as a welcome to Anos-sama."
Kuroka looked at her change of behavior and sighed, as she knew that Anos have a pretty big image of himself in Yasaka's mind, and replied,
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Author's Note-
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I TEND TO LIVE IN THE PAST
BECAUSE MOST OF MY LIFE IS THERE.
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A Quote for those, who live their life in the past, always remembering about the things which happened in their past, whether sad or happy, but they still enjoy it, as their future is already dead, whether the reason is due to others, or themselves, but they are dead on the inside, and the only joy they found is their past, laughing at themselves, as they remember the source of their sadness, and cursing themselves for feeling regret at something which was never theirs, and crying, while seeing their past selves be happy, and the reason for that happiness became their end and feeling grief at not changing themselves before. For those, whose life is just their past.....
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