20 My Drug

"I wanna be alone. Alone with you, does that make sense?"

After entering my house I had a little chat with my parents about "how was the movie" before they leave me free and so I could go to my room. I had just five minutes left before Edward comes so I ran to the bathroom and took off my clothes before put on my pajamas, then I take off my makeup and when I finished I washed my face and brushed my teeth.

When I came back to my room, Edward as sat on my desk with a funny smile on his face and I was shocked 'cause all my room was already clean!

— Did you clean all that mess on your own in five minutes?

— Four minutes, in fact, it was too easy.

— Yeah, but it wasn't the deal!

— Stop complaint about my good job, I did it 'cause I want to see you tomorrow at school so you must rest on well tonight. It's too late, you should go to bed right now.

— Okay! But I only will if you lay by my side.

— What a good deal! — he answered me and then he ran to me in one sec' before raised me in his arms like a baby or a recently married. Then he delicately deposited me in my bed and covered me with the blankets before lying next to me.

We talked 'bout his school days by a couple of minutes and then I switched off my lamp leaving us face to face in complete darkness.

— Edward.

— Yes?

— I... I love you.

— Sweet dreams Lizzy. — he answered me after a long sigh and then he kissed my head.

— You... Asshole... Are you playing with me or with my feelings?

— What?!!! No, of course not!

— I told you I love you and you totally ignored me! I mean, I didn't expect that you fell in love with me in the same way or something like that but you don't have to ignore me. That's not fair! And you...

— Shhh — said interrupting me and then he kissed me in a passionate-sweet way.

— No! Stay away from me you... Idiot.

— Never! Lizzy, please calm down and let me explain to you the things. This is a misunderstood, I promise. — said hugging me again.

— Well, then explain yourself!

— I didn't love anybody before, okay? So that's why I'm so much confused! I'm in love with you Lizzy, I swear! You make me crazy, you're my drug! The sweetest drug. I don't want to lose you Lizzy but I'm so scared about love you and then just lose you... — said crying.

— Oh, sweetie. You're not going to lose me, I love you!

— But what if you...?

— Shhh — I said interrupting him this time and then I kissed him as he did before.

Ten minutes later, we take off our clothes and then we slowly made love by first time. But before made love, he finished with all my insecurities telling me:

— I have no doubts anymore. I completely love you Elizabeth Denker!