Hardship and unfairness

Today I became 6 years old. The past 6 years was not easy for me. Because human body is scary, When one is hungry the organ known as stomach would grumble. To tell you the truth it's my first time feeling hungry, it was embarrassing that I thought the body I possessed have a problem but later on I learn it was just hunger. In the past where the first generation of human still existed. I made a human body but that body is different from a real human body it won't feel hunger and age. So this is my first real human body.

Then one of the adult human feed me. She gave me a hot goat milk. It was delicious. But the later unnecessary process is disturbing, It's called excretion. Human body expel waste after eating food that is something I learned. I wanted to use my creation power to remove these hunger and excretion but I realized it would make human doubt and scared at me.

That what I thought so, Shen Wushuang the incarnation of my very first believer have an unbelievable bloodline. The food she ate would dissolve and disappear. Wow, Here I thought it would cause problem. I sigh.

The cause is her amazing Bloodline, Celestial Body. Every baby from Immortal couples would have celestial body and She Wushuang is one of them. She was born from Immortal parents.

The Adults in the temple was stunned about this event but later on they just accepted with 'Fairies won't expel waste from their body' Wait! Hey she is a human you know. How could you just accept it like that.

This is what you call Treatment unfairness. After all of that I started growing with these girl Shen Wushuang.

When we are growing these baby girl would stick close to me. So I started to see her as a sister is what human calls it. But they are misunderstood this part. Because even if I did not meet the parents of this girl here I could locate them. I'm the creator after all, No one can hide from me.

Even so I treated her as a sister. When we're growing Shen Wushuang, Her expression is cold and terrifying. It seems it's because of her bloodline and blessing it made her expression colder and poker. But it's not the real her, I know what is she thinking and what is her real emotions all about. Inside these cold poker face is an unbelievably cute girl. I could help her remove that effect but Extreme Yin Body is well known from the Mortal world so If they saw a girl with Extreme Yin Body blessing but she is lively and cheerful, People would set their eyes on her.

Bloodlines and Innates can be hidden but Blessing cannot. If someone have an appraisal or divination skill they could see everyone's stats excluding the bloodlines and innates or some hidden skills. Not to mention, If you enter a city or town they would inspect your status before you could enter.

There is nothing I could not do, I can just hide my status and create another fake status also I could do it to others. But that would make things unnecessary and boring. It's like hearing a spoiler of the movie and if you watch the movie you already knew the outcome. So I want to let the wind takes its course and enjoy the unknown ending.

At the age of four Old Zhou and Mother Shen taught us how to cultivate. Also Old Zhou taught me how to fend for myself. At first it was hard and I was ready to give up. There I saw my little sister got bullied by kids. I ran up to them defend her but they beat me up, Then one of the seven sins of humans unleashed from me, Anger rises to my head. Because of my strength is stronger it could match a male adult. I thrashed those kids.

The kids parents repreminded me and lash an insult. I was shocked because this is the first time someone saying bad things to me, But I just ignore these puny humans. You're trillions years away from scolding me.

No one know about our strength except for the people inside the temple. Fortunately, The Adults in the village only scolds us and saying harsh words. I was angered by the insults not because I'm hurt but because Wushuang can't take this insults despite her emotionless face.

I realized that I started to explore human emotions and mind. The moment I saw my little sister even though she isn't, got bullied I was annoyed. Then angered covered my mind. These is a new experience for me. I became fully aware that I was atrached to this little girl, I don't know what is this feeling but I kind of liked it.

Although Shen Wushuang was still expressionless when she got bullied, I know what she was thinking. She was scared and terrified. I could hear her sobbing in tears in my mind. My heart clenched. I don't know why I'm feeling pain but I understand that I don't want her to feel sad.

So I made resolution to protect her as a brother, From now on I will become stronger with my own ability without using my creation ability....Well, if things became harder and It's out of my human control I could use it. After all I could do anything I want, No one is restricting me.

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Today, Its my first time hunting wild game or animals. Wushuang came and wanted to hunt with me.

"Sister Wushuang, Do you really want come? it's dangerous outside the village you know, there might be monsters" I asked her, I wanted her to go back because I don't want to see her harmed. The forest is dangerous according to adults but it was just a fabrication to make kids scared.

"Un, I want to go with Brother LingTian" She replied in a soft cold voice.

It's seems I can't convince her, Well if there was really a monster I would just defeat it. The monsters around here is weak, I could defeat it easily.

"Then follow me closely don't get lost okay" I said.

"Un" She nodded.

The two of us ventured the forest near the village. The forest is called Fox forest. They said they named the forest Fox because there are many foxes inside this forest.

We walked inside the tall forest, Sorround us are tall towering trees and we can rustle of squirrel or chirps of birds. We found berries and other edible plants and put them inside the basket we are carrying.

I truly came to like this life. It's peaceful and not troublesome I don't need to Work around anymore. I work as a creator because it's my responsibility as one. Now that I could live like a human I need to live as one.

It's not like I have a boss. I'm the boss and the worker at the same time. So living as human is my choice and no one would scold me if I leave my work for the time being.

"Brother LingTian what is that?" Wushuang pointed at the direction and asked me.

"Um?" I looked where she pointed at and saw a white furry creature staring at us with adorable eyes. It has 3 tails and it was so cute and small.

I could imagine Shen Wushuang's gleaming eyes. Apparently women love cute stuff and she is not excluded. Her room is wonderfully girly and full of cute dolls and stuff toys. I'm the only one who could enter her room by the way.

So I know that she is holding herself back from cuddling that cute little creature. I smiled at her.

I took out a red color berry inside the basket and lower my hand. Then I eyed at the small creature's eye. When It saw the red berry its nose moved, It trotted with it's cute paws carefully while being cautious of us. Seeing that We didn't have malicious intent it arrive in front of me. It started smelling the berry in my hand a second later it chomped the berry with it's cute mouth.

I took out another berry and gave it to Wushuang. She glanced at the berry I handed to her and looked at me. I nodded my head and looked at the cute white three-tailed fox hinting her to feed it. Wushuang kneeled down and stretched her hand to the little fox who is still savoring the berry.

It got startled when the girl kneeled down, it became cautious when the girl stretched her hands only to cheered up when she saw a berry in the hands of the girl. It came close to wushuang's hand Chomped the red berry happily.

After eating the berry the little fox lick the hands of Wushuang, Resulting of surprising her. But inside she is jumping from happiness. The little fox is hinting wushuang for more berry. Of course Wushuang too glanced at me. I smiled at took out the berries we got and fed it to the cute fox.

After this event we venture the forest for more things to see. With the little fox our new companion. Wushuang carried it with her. It became attached to us apparently.

I saw my first prey, It was a boar. Just normal boar not a mutated one. After killing it, I felt weird. Why? because I just killed my creation with my own hands. I would not feel like this if I'm still a consiousness not a human, I could even blow a planet without hesitation. It seems this is the human heart, Conscience. So this is how to feel like a human huh.

Wushuang was pale when she saw the dead boar. But I comforted her for half an hour. Fortunately I calmed her down.

"Wushuang, If you don't want to see this again. I can escort you home. I don't want to see you sad. Because from now, I would do this everyday. I wanted to help Mother Shen." I seriously stared at her cold eyes. I know I'm overprotective of her. But it seems it is my instinct for protecting her. I know who did this to me, I could get rid of it but I think I don't hate it.

"No. I'm going with brother. I don't want to become a burden to you. I want to become strong like brother." She also looked at me seriously. Her looks is saying 'I don't want to separate from you'

I sighed, This... Aaargh Okay. Even if I force her, She won't give up.

"Okay I lose. You can come with me. Just say If you want to go home okay."

"Un, I will"

"Nyuu! Nyuu!" The little fox watched us confused.

I smiled at the two.

"AAAAAAAH!" We heard a scream.