18 chapter 17
I embrace her as I reach her. Instead of hugging backed, she slaps me.
"You betray me." she utter then the stream in her eyes flow freely. The mascara she is wearing right now is with her tears right now. I examine her face; she is now wearing a lipstick, blush on and such. that is the differences after leaving her. I felt guilt.
"y-you betray me. You made me this." She said in the middle of subbing. I stunned.
"How?" I ask. I have a hint but I want to know it from her.
"Your father tells all your lies to my parents. The story that you made just to make yourself safe. You're great! Best friend." She said sarcastically. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to say. What have I done?
"My parents almost kick me off to our house. You are so great. I don't tell them the truth, because I know, you'll be dead. Although, I will be done." She said then run away. I was about to say my words but she runs. you still care about me instead of looking for her safe.
Amy.
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"Dad I have to say something." I introduce as he got home. He must know the truth. I must fix it. this is all my fault.
"Faster, what is it?" he said. He treat me cold since my mother died because of me. Because of giving birth on me. Haiyst.
"I did something-"he stop me.
"Bad? You did something bad?" I nod. He starts to deep heavenly.
"Say it." He say with full of authority. My body starts to shake but, I have to say it.
"I lied about saying Amy has a boyfriend."
"What else." I shrug. I feel my cheek got ache. My dad slaps me.
"You are great lier. You are flirting with someone!" my dad suddenly shouts, I moved w-wait.
"Who-"he stops me.
"Theamean vilsco. You're teammate.-" my world stops. Thea? How? Wait, queenly, queenly vilsco. They are siblings. I almost melt. why I don't notice it?
"I am not flir-"again I feel the slap.
"I don't have daughter like you." I just nod at my father. I am now drowning l, I thought that was it but he still utter words that made me completely drowning. it shattered me into pieces.
"You are my great disappointment. " I run. I run after hearing that words.
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life. my life right now is suck! I was walking at the ground right now. thinking on what will happen next. the heartache, the disappointment, the betrayal, the distress, all the bad things I have. I stop when I hear my name. they are just whispering but I can hear them.
"She is fake. the president is fake."
"yeah. I thought she is responsible for her actions but she's not." the other girl said. fuck them.
"Lene! you must not enter. please." Llieon pleaded, I look at him confusely. I can now see the soft side of him.
"why?" he just shook his head.
"just don't enter. it is for your sake." I just look at him and continue what I do.
"miss president get lost." That is written on the white board. I stunned.
"w-what-" Llieon suddenly hugs me. the tears run through my cheeks. but I can't feel anything. am I numb?
after what happened Llieon don't go away from my side. I am so thankful to have him.
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"feeling well?" a sarcastic voice suddenly utter. it's Thea.
"What did you feel the same way you did?" She said. I just look at her blankly.
"so you do it?"
"yeah!" I walk away. I don't want to hear anything, right now.
"Amy!" I shouts. she look at me and run towards me. Instead of hugging me back she slaps me. again. then she look at me blankly and walk away. again, Llieon hugs me. I don't notice that he is chasing me.
"everything will be alright." She said. I just nod.
after the afternoon class I go to our house. dad is there. he is taking his coffee. I greet him but he just ignore me. I go to my room and took a deep breath. I think this is it.
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And now, I was at the edge of the cliff, viewing the beautiful night sky. The stars are glowing so bright, that is suit with the dark yet, graceful sky. The radiance of the moon gives perfectly glamorous on the setting I am standing right now. The sound of the crickets becomes the music at this night also enlighten the mood. It is so peaceful. Many of my relatives say that the night is the resting time. Yes, that is true, but it is not only resting time. However, it is also the time where all your problems will or can wipe away.
Once again, I face the cliff. I face the waves striking so hard at the blade-liked stone. I was about to move closer at the edge of the cliff, but suddenly the cold breeze embrace me. Nevertheless, it doesn't lessen my feelings right now. the pain. the heartache. the disappointment.
I examine my surrounding. I closed my eyes and walk continuously. I took a deep breath after realizing I was falling. I think this is the end.
Instead, of hearing the splash of water because of me, I feel the the warm hug around my stomach.
"please. don't do that." I cried after hearing his words.
"the world maybe hates you but there is still one person who took care about you."
"w-who?"
"me. you can utter all your hindrance." then I subs heavily. I don't know that the first person I hates, is the person who will up me in my downfall.
Llieon.
"I owe you this thing." he just shake his head after hearing that words.
"no. I do it not because you will owe me this thing . I done it because I want too.-" I smiled.
"so, don't do it again. huh?" I nod.
maybe the world may hates me but, I know, there is still one person who will make me up. not all the person in our life that we think is the one or the person/s who will help me at the end of the time. time will heal the pain I have right now, and it will solve all the hindrances I am struggling right now. just wait for the proper time.
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