1 Facing the world

Long time ago, when I was four years old, I was bullied by my siblings because I had ugly nose. I was always rejected everytime I wanted to play with them because they think I'm slow and I don't have a chance to win every game they played. I always sit at the corner, looking at them playing. I really had a lonely childhood, didn't know how to make myself happy. I thought I was a loser and sometimes blame the world why I was not pretty enough to be loved by them.

When I was in grade school, I was also bullied with classmates and some of the school mates because maybe I'm not attractive because of my nose.

One thing I have is, I am very active in class and I am always an honor students . I'm not poor in school so, maybe that's the gift I have.

When I was in grade 2, my boobs began to grow bigger, classmates and school mates bullied me again because of big boobs I had even I was only 9 years old.

I've always cried and cried and hide my boobs. I lose my determination in going to school because I wanted to scaped from bullying but even then, I was always top in class, I always got award every school end. So, the classmates and school mates began to respect me.

In high school, I'm not lucky enough to have rich parents, so I was working while going to school. In short, I was a working student.

Many bullied also because of my big boobs. I was so insecure and not very confident because of big boobs. The classmates bullied me again until they discovered that I'm active and smart in class , I always got a hire grades and very responsive in every oral recitation.

Part 2: to be continued