Yennefer November

The whispering is all over my mind these days.I try my best to remember what happened in my childhood but the funny thing is I don't remember myself having a childhood.All I could remember is from the of age of seven.I knew that if I ask my parents about my childhood it probably would raise some questions,because I was the one who never wanted to know about the child me,so obviously it would alarm them because I am a stubborn bastard.I also need to know what is in the box for me,I desperately wanted to know what is inside me.Talking about what happened last suerday to my mother would have made me feel better but if she get to know that I am the cause of the death of that man at the garden she would hate me for it.I felt frustrated,when I needed someone to talk to nobody is around not even mother.She has stopped talking to me since I have stopped having family dinners.

That is when I got this really maddening idea.I decided to test or try my.... my I don't know,not yet.Well lets call it as my skills rather than powers.So I got out of my room for the first time in the week.I went down to my mother's room for she was in her balcony.I crept over there silently and said

"Hello mother,it feels too good to be in the light again"

She,startled by my appearance out of nowhere tried to hide her pleasure at the sight of me,and said

"Oh look who is out here,the tiger,have you missed the smell of earth my dear or is it because you have madly fallen in love with the light that you can't keep him waiting anymore"

I made a mock angry face and said

"Mother I always didn't like it when you spoke like a poet.I think it is because you only go out on perseaday and suerday,so why don't you go out with father alone I think to Versallis or Ogrennalla,it woul...

Thats when Lilac interepted me and said

"If it is Versallis or Ogrennalla I shall come with you mother cause you know they both are my favorite places"

I stood there patting at myself for my plan worked out just as I thought.since Lilac is going Indigo will go too,so the house is completely mine to do as I please.

I went down to the garden and stood there.I inhaled the beauty and the frangrance of nature,I let myself feel the bond.At first nothing happened,I stood there confused,but I still had the firm determination that I had something to do with what that happened at the Tress Garden.I looked all over myself to find what that it was,thats when I remember,I didn't have my slippers on when I let whatever that was inside me to the outside world,at Tress Garden,so I removed them and throwed them to a distance.Then again I stood in there,I let myself feel the grass under my bare feet,then it came,it was like a vibration,faint but still there.I could feel the grass grow under my feet,then the vibration become more remarkable,it was completely different from what I felt in the garden,this feeling was complrte pleasure.I imagined of a flower with crimson colour and waved my hand over the trunk of an oak tree and there it was,the most beautiful flower I have ever seen.I looked all over and stood over my favorite spot in the garden and imagined of the treehouse of my desire and waved my arms all over the specific trunk and what I saw was only what I could call fantasy

I stood over there and looked all over and said

"This is mine and mine only"

I laughed at myself for my foolishness.I stood there looking at the gift the nature has provided me,thats when I realized someone was watching me,it was a man,in a ridiculous cloak.His gaze was piercing and thats when I realized that he could have seen everything I have done so I went closer to the shadow he was standing and said

"Hello,who are you?"

The man made no reply so I asked again

"Who are you?"

He still didn't answer so I went over to the place I throwed my slippers and was returning to the spot where the man was standing,only to find that he was nowhere to be seen.I looked all over the garden,but to find no one.But I was overwhelmed by something more,so I ran up my room,to my window and started growing beautiful creepers upon the glass.Then I went over to my dressing table to decorate it with flowers of my choice,thats when I gasped and crumpled back from the mirror.My eyes they were golden in colour,I was terrified that ,so I calmed myself and opened my eyes again,to find it back into the usual lilac colour.I started to think of everything that could have changed my eyec colour.So I decided to treat myself to the home library which had every information that we could find.

I entered the library and was looking through some books when I heard a rustle so I went into the part of the library from where the sound was produced,to find the same man in the shadows,with the same piercing eyes.So I asked one more time

"Who are you?"

He lifted his head a bit and answered

"Someone you will know"

The answer was indirect so I decided to ask his purpose

"What do you what from me?"

He smiled at me and said

"Remember tonight Yennefer,for it is the beginning of everything"