11 A cold feeling

I look around me, in my eyes the people were turning into dark shadows.

The becoming unbearable.....

I really can't take it anymore. I run back home as seeing them only brings back the horrible memories of the night before.

I shake horribly from anger while sitting on the cold floor of my room. involuntary tears start falling from my eyes as if someone turned on the faucet in my eyes. I thought that I had already accepted everything before and I could handle the pain and anger that I feel, I really want to stop myself from crying anymore but I can't, this harsh reality has proved me wrong. This feeling was like there couldn't be anything worse than this, So cold. This feeling didn't come from the cold floor, neither did it come from the cold morning breeze that crept from the window to where I was. It comes from the depths of my heart and was consuming me, this feeling carried a lot of murderous aura with it. I could faintly see some are particles condensing into tiny ice particles.

Yes, the reason why the room was so cold was coming from me. Just before the cold harshness of this feeling could swallow me completely, I suddenly feel my back becoming warm with someone's arms wrapping around me, I turn my head to look behind and find it to be my Uncle hugging me. I really would never be able to tell how much I needed that hug that made me feel so warm. he started saying softly to me

" it's gonna be fine"

"it all gonna end before you know it, okay?"

he keeps repeating these words to comfort me until they start sounding like a soft lullaby.

regardless I kept swearing to myself that those bastards would surely pay.

I could only bury myself in his embrace, all I could say I needed it.