1 The day I approached the death

The first time I felt I'm struggling with depression and anxiety was when I was on secondary school especially the last class every time I ask my self what's going on my self was responding me "that is normal everyone feels like that" the most painful issue was when I hesitated my classmates friends I was lonely and I isolated my parents and friends the most thing I was interesting was the facts about the real life and how they healthy mind works.

However after hard times I was struggling with the education social isolation and anxious lifestyle eventually I finished the secondary final exam with a nice Marks.

Meanwhile the depression ruined my personality,my decisions, my self-esteem,my interpersonal relationships and even my whole life

The next days after exam I was facing more challenges from adapting the normal life or unroutine life because I get more leisure time It was june 2020 when I graduated from the school every person in the world knows the value of phones it's a great thing you have to booze your mind the most painful time was when I broked my phone now the hell days are starting.

In the 4th day in July the people was celebrating a festival day but I stabbed my brother when we fought each other because I was