1 The state prison

I walked into the state prison as the alarm went off telling everyone that a visitor has just arrived. The cop walked up to me "Who's the visit for ma'am?" I clutched on tighter to my purse as scared as I was already I blurted put his name "Um James Villander but I call him Chip for short." The man walked with me I jumped at every little sound nervous to see him. He banged on the jail cell making him wake up. "You got a visitor!" He opened one eye and looked at me "What do you want?" "I-I just wanted to see you." "You never visit so why now?" "I needed to tell you that... father past away a couple of days ago." He didn't bat an eye at me "Good that bastard should be dead." "Please don't speak ill of the dead." Chip walked up to the bars and grabbed tight on them;I could see the white off his knuckles. "That drunk son of a bitch should have died years ago but no he decided to stop for fifteen fucking years then start again when he figured out that he had cancer." "Shut your god damn mouth." He grabbed my arm and picked up my chin. His eyes were lifeless they made me shiver under his touch. "But you oh I'd say that you haven't felt a mans touch since we were in our first year of high school. And that was only once in your life." "Let go of me." "Aw but why I could have my way with you and get away with it I mean we are only five minutes apart." "I would never let a low life scumbag like you touch me." I pushed me away from him. "Maybe you're right but I still have confidence while you...you are just lucky enough to have the courage to come here." I started to walk off "My release dates on Friday!" I froze "I know." I then walked off the only thing I could hear was the tapping of my heels on the ground. I walked into my car and hit my head on the steering wheel. What am I going to do? He gets out on Friday and father isn't here to protect me! That's also why I loved father he protected me when my brother tried to hurt me. But now that he's dead I don't know what I'm going to do. I felt my phone vibrating "Hello?" "Hey Kate do you want to go to a bar tonight?" "N-no I'm sorry I don't drink." "Oh come on you can just drink a Pepsi or some holy child shit." "You sure?" "Positive now meet me at my house at nine thirty tonight." "Okay. I'll see you then." "Bye!" "Bye." I hung up and started the engine. I drove into my drive way. I could see my mom rocking back and and fourth on the couch with a coffee cup in her hand. I weakly smiled and walked into the house. "Mom...he gets out tomorrow." She stood up and looked me dead straight in my eyes. "Don't you think that I know that already?!" "I'm sorry." She sighed "It's alright... mommies just a little upset right now." "I-I'm going to hang out with a friend tonight, it's Jessica." "That's alright just don't drink you're too pretty for that." "Yes mother." "Do you want to go now?" "No I don't have to leave until nine thirty tonight." "That's fine but go to your room for right now." "Yes ma'am." I ran upstairs and shut my door. I turned on the news trying to hear anything about Chip. Nothing damn. "Honey your friends here!" I thought I was driving to her house? I got dressed into skinny jeans, my favorite bands t-shirt, and my favorite hoodie. I walk downstairs my hand sliding down the railing. I saw Jessica she smirked at me "Thank you so much Mrs.Villander and I'm so sorry for your loss." "It's quite alright. Now you two have fun tonight." "Bye mom." "Bye sweetie don't stay up too late!" "I-I won't?" Jessica wrapped her arm around my shoulders. "Don't worry she'll be in good hands." We walked out of the house and I saw Marcus and Wendy in the car. "Hey Bitch!" I waved trying to space out what Wendy just called me. "Why is the pervert with us?" "He wanted to tag along and because he said that he would pay for our drinks." "Of course." I sat right in front of Marcus and he tried to kiss me. "Why not just a little peck?" "No you know that I'm not looking for someone to date right now." "You're so lame." I smirked and put my hand on my chin as we pulled up to the bar. I opened the door and felt Jessica nudge me. "Hey if you get an anxiety attack just tell me and we could go to Denny's or something." I smiled "Thanks." I walked inside and went to go sit up at the bar. "Hey sweetheart do you want something to drink?" I looked up "Yeah um could I have a Pepsi please?" "Sure coming right up." I started tapping on the wood as she walked back giving me a cup of Pepsi. "You alone tonight?" I sighed "No my friends are having shots." "Why don't you have some with them?" "I don't want to drink I'm already stressed out enough." "No darlin' they don't stress you out more they calm you down." I looked up at her."But alcohol's the reason my dads dead." "Just one sip." "I guess." She handed me a shot glass and I put my hand around it. "Just chug it down darlin'." I put it up to my  lips and let it run down my throat. I felt my body warm up. I wiped my mouth and looked at her "Can I have a hint of alcohol in my Pepsi?" The bartender smirked "A little or a lot?" "A little...something tells me I'm going to be driving everyone home tonight." I looked over to see them chugging their maybe tenth shot. She handed me back my drink and I started to drink it all down.