Chapter 1
Title: Recainated again
Ellie POV
I died again. Over and over again. By the same cause but gets worse every time.
They say it is a blessing to those that recainated with their memories.
But to me is a curse...
Being betrayed, being used, a mistake child all over again...
Being called like that for so many lifetimes...
Even if I was a genius or gifted, I still didn't get loved....
They just used me for more connection....
Sigh.... Sometimes I wonder if God or Goddess have abandoned me....
It doesn't matter anyways, I'm broken after all....
I already give up hope....
I have been to many worlds but people and other species are still the same as ever....
Yes, I have been into a Magical world, Wuxia world and Cultivation world.
I have experience of being a genius or gifted in those world and being a trash, a weakling and a mistake child...
Being rich or poor, being powerful or not doesn't matter to me at all...
All I want was a loving family...
I wish for it every time I died...
But it never came through.....
Sigh.... Life is always been unfair for me...
I read a lot of novels about recainated people having a happily ever after. Having cheat or being loved by your husband or your family...
I always used to jealous of them...
But I can no wonder feel... Like I long forgotten what is happiness, joy, anger even sadness....
I feel nothing....
I became emotionless soul....
Anyways, there is no point of talking about it. Since I died again, this time they used poison against me.
It is good that I finally left that shitty world...
Now which world am I going next?
I'm at a endless darkness of space.
Or I'm in my mother's womb.
I don't know how long I have been here but my instincts tells me that I'm about to be born again.
Sigh, I pity my next family. They have a mistake child which is me. Another broken family...
I just really wished that I could have a loving family but I know that my only wish will never come true...
So there is a bright light now. So, it's time huh...
And I'm out. I wasn't really crying so the nurse smack my butt.
"Waa! Waa! Waa! Waa! (Stop it! It really hurts you stupid nurse!)" I cried.😫😭
Goddamn, I forgot babies have to freaking cry!
Wait... I feel pain?
But I'm supposed to emotionless especially to pain.....
Now I'm pass down to my mother.
Holy shit! My new mother is a beauty!
She suppress all of my past mother's beauty. She look at me so....lovingly?
"Awww... My angel is so cute! I'm your mommy! I love you so much my dear!" She said to me.
Eh? I'm supposed to call her mommy not mother?
Wait... What is this.... I...have a..loving..family now?
My long wish has come true?
I cried and cried as I got my wish came true... A loving family!
So many lifetimes, now I really have a loving family.
"There there... Don't cry, mommy is here." My mommy said. Singing me a lullaby song.
It calmed me down. And I smile at her.
Then all of the sudden there was a loud bang on the door. A man was looking at me and mom.
"Where is the baby?!" The man said.
"Yes hubby. She is here. Come and take a look at our daughter." My mom said.
"Awww!!! My daughter is so adorable! I will never let her see those wolves! She going to be daddy's little girl forever!!" My father said.
He took me from mommy and hold me gently and look at me so lovingly.
"Hi my precious angel! I'm your daddy!" He said and smiled at me.
Both of my parents loved me...
My wish came true after so many lifetimes....
A part of my broken soul came back together forming some pieces back together....
Does that mean I can able to feel emotions again?
I.... I'm so grateful for this.....
I am might be able to feel loved again.
I will protect my new family no matter what.
I'm getting sleepy....
Then, I let darkness consume me.
Ellie Mother POV
"AGRH!!!!!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!!" I scream as I keep pushing my baby out of me.
"Your highness, a bit more! The baby head is out!" The nurse said.
AGRH!!!! I HATE THIS PAIN! I CAN NEVER GET USED TO GIVING BIRTH!
"Few more pushes your highness!" The nurse said.
"You did it your highness! It's a healthy baby girl!" The nurse said.
Wait.... Girl?!😮
Yay!!!! I finally have a princess!!!😊
Hubby is going to be so happy!! ☺️
The nurse gave me my baby.
"Awww!!!! My angel is so cute! I'm your mommy! I loved you so much my dear!" I said.
Then, my baby started crying.
Oh no. Why my angel crying?
"There there.... Don't cry, mommy is here." I said and singing her a lullaby song.
She calmed down and smiled at me.
Awww!!!! So cute!!!!
Then a loud bang on the door.
My~ Hubby is so impatient!
Hehehe~ time to tell him!
Ellie Father POV
My wife is giving birth today.
I am so excited!
I hope it is a girl. I already 4 sons.
I kinda don't want a another son...
I want a daughter! I want to her to be daddy's little girl!
Ohhhhhh!!! I'm so going to pamper her if she is really a girl!
~2 hours later~
"Waa! Waa! Waa! Waa!". I heard baby cries.
I dash towards the doors and opened it loudly.
"Where is the baby?!" I said.
"Yes hubby. Come and take a look at our daughter." My wife said.☺️
Did... she just say DAUGHTER?!😮
YAY! I finally have a daughter! 😆
I walk towards my wife and my daughter.
I saw my little bundle of joy getting comfortable with her mommy's lullaby song.
"Awww!!! My daughter is so adorable!I will never let her see those wolves! She is going to be daddy's girl forever!!" I said.
I took her from her mommy's arms and hold gently. My eyes went soft...
Ahhh... Me and my wife wish finally came true, we finally have a daughter.
"Hi my precious angel! I'm your daddy!" I said excitedly.
She is so cute!!!!
My princess is sleepy.
Sleep well my precious angel.
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Hope you guys enjoy this chapter!
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Date: 11 December 2018
Update: 15 December 2018