11 Chapter 11
His question totally startled me, how did he , I mean when did he discovered about my little dirt , I m feeling disgusting about myself , his eyes , those eyes which once hold some puzzled expression seemed to waylaid my ways through his tougher brain, I was unable to put through his ruthlessly single mindedness , may be my heart betrayed me with full time , I battled my long eyelashes which had squirted the fears dejected with hopes,
" How .....How did...you?' My mouth bet me there and I let out my general doubt , although it was off limit to even dare to ask some , but I can't control my con's ,
" I have my ways, Miss . Sanyal , never count on my intellectual instinct, not that I would mind, because you are not related to me in any kind, and to whom you fuck and shove any one's dick in your cunt , isn't my problem ! I m not that typical bellowing ex husband, who would even call you slut or whore , just because you slept with some random gangster, it's your choice after all, isn't it ! Well ! At least you could've told me, because the sad part of this whole revelation is , I got it heard from Mr Gupta , " He shrugged it away on my face, just like it wasn't a big deal for that egoistic pal , I was expecting a loud outburst, some uproars, warnings and much more , but I guess he didn't even find it worth it , to claim this on me ,
I have dated many guys in my life but slept only with Shravan , and then this Rana , I m not a virgin , which I wished at some particular peak of my life , but then I remembered his saying , which he did says to me for some particular times,
" Loosing panties , leaving belts off from your pants , makes you a real man and woman , it frees you from your adolescence and gives you an actual spine to be a supporter of your life...." I just didn't meant his words that time , because my entire focus was only on studying , my father had strictly told me on my face to pursue a law degree and then got intern under Adhiraj's father ,
" So , you're totally fine that I did had sex with a gangster ?" Backfiring my own shit , due to aggression I chimed over , I was in a need to pour off my anger , something crawled in me , why did I sometimes like to put my ass in some worthless danger , I still looked on his rusty face , he looked flamboyant, but still my inner mind irks on his coolness ..
" Are you my girlfriend ?" All of sudden his facile thought creeps out .
" No ! But ....why you'd asked me , something like that " An urge to ask for his completely alibi manner , take it out on him,
" Are you my Fiance , then ?" He again goes in with his Möbius strip like never ending loops of questions.
" No !!"
" Then you might be my Wife?" And his last stuporous question almost made me tumbled ,
" What ! Are you, just out of your nits , Mr. Shekhawat , Have you completely lost it !" I shrieked at top of my outbursting lungs ,
" Then Why would you expect, that I would go all wild wolverine to chase after your bullshits , if you're not my girlfriend , nor my fiance and above all you're just happened to be my ex wife and now my fake fiance , I never did have any romanticism involved for you and nor do I possess any , at present !" My heart contracted , painstakingly , for Pete's sake , he might have lied it to me , just would have blaze me with his fake anger , was I stupid ? That I thought , he would confront his feelings for first time , but no! He was only a notorious playboy , he don't do love , even if back in past I had some .....
" I wasn't being a knack ...just tried to see your reactions on this matter !" Somehow , I suppressed my heart break and covered it with my constructed bridge of another lie,
" Better for your imagery thesis , well ! Apart from this, one important thing i need you to tell, is ' You have to move in with me , as soon as possible , just because you had dug a big fat pool of lie about we getting engaged , so in order to keep it a secret , start living with me but ! But ! I 've one rule here , strictly to be followed !" He gave more pressure to word rule , he is one law maker , bloody asshole !
" please throw some enlightenment about your so called rule , monsieur !" Playing all cheeky , I rolled out my over sweet taunting tongue , which he rubbed it away with his famous signature smirk ,
I rolled my eyes and crossed my hands in front of my chest ,
" Rule is you can't date anyone and do your rock n rolla till we broke up for the second time and are labelled as again the infamous ex couple " His voice faltered my doubts , so he was definitely jealous over the fact , that I borrowed someone's dick instead of .....him ! Well we never did have sex , let me tell you again , I was virgin bride , a virgin wife but it all changed once we were divorced ,
" Does this rule follows newton's third law ?" Fixing my collar , I jinxed my eyes to his stupor filled eyes, now his turn,
" What do you even mean by bringing that fallen for a fallen apple man ?" He quickly changed his tone from that of bossy to now a curious weirdo kid , who likes to put an ugly questions to his teacher , at the end of her every lecture , irritating the hell out of her ,
" Because every action has equal and opposite reactions,!"
" Sorry but this rule is only applicable on you , here Newton 's laws are just a fallacy Miss Sanyal, " flashing her white teeth to me , he gave me his best , " let me fool you again ", look ,what kind of ex husband he is , seriously a Swine ,
" So , that means you will be gonna to splash your all house with chicklet and I had to listen you and your chick all the times,you banging them, while I squattering myself , following an extreme saint life and obeying the rules of celibacy , you're totally being obnoxious , that's not fair that you are having a lap dance and I 'm not even having a single chance !" I had given him one and one combat , but it seemed he was less interested ,
" I won't bring them home till the time you would be living here , don't worry and if you want to date somebody , then you could date my butler Ramu ,
While let me tell you , he is 60 years old , " His dare to nerve my mind out , but wait he did gave me a relief , that at least he wouldn't be bringing his chicks to this house , unlike the past time when he used to bring his whores to our newlyweds manor , and I had to hear their moaning from the walls , and my stomach made it necessary to puke , My heart bleeds at that time , about his ignorance , but now he didn't dare to repeat his shameless mistake again, I don't want to need the reasons , until I have a satisfactory relief , that he is not flooding his house with his floozies , but why'd I felt something burning inside my rib cage , no! I don't cause acidity , this burning hadn't have the appetite flame.
" Are you just giving me a cliché punishment to get fucked by that Rana !" I eyed him from top to bottom , that beast in darkness form getting high on him,
" Why you've to be again all hackneyed , when I came explaining you all longer before , " he tossed his two button opened, to let me have view of his perfect cleaned chest , I shook my head to get my shit all together , and not to pull any drama like oh I m so fascinated by you bruh...
" Because your coolness is not getting in my guts , you can't be cool on me, after this shit ! I had to offer him that , just to save your sorry !" With this I backed away from him ,
" Don't ever relate it with my mercy ," And he gave me his final warning , that means I had to be shut up and had to move in with him , and he disappeared in his narrow hallway , which apparently goes with his manly room ,
Now I was alone , my mind wandered back to that crumbled note , which I did found out in his till, what did he was hiding behind those pages , he always was not so opened up to me , two years ago back , he was all same , but at that time we did managed to pull off it as a little friendship until....
Flashback.....
I was very happy that some how Mr. Devil and I had managed to become sort of friends until his father sent him to Harvard for studying the IT engineering , he always wanted to do something with tech , his badass accent was even touche with Harvard's whatever atmosphere , now he would be back after 5 years , again that cliché returning from abroad right !! But here's a twist , this time I had to move away too from Kolkata , My Dad gotten a job back at Bangalore , but only problem was that My dad doesn't want to move away from his born city , or as if I must say from his nostalgic attachments ,
Here my dad and my mom had been gone to meet his family back there in Shekhawat Mansion , that ancestral big home where all Shekhawat lived a luxurious life of like that of kings and queen , Adhiraj was locked amidst his oldest males , being himself the eldest boy of his Shekhawat Clan , Baldev Uncle was just an older version of his son, wearing class of his aristocratic cloaks , but he was a sort of friendly with me , we both get along and used to discuss topics related politics , economy , of course when I was in middle school , you can't imagine a three years old child to babble something like that, a short information , which I did studied back in class of social science , I just got slightest perk while talking with him, like previously we had debated over the colonialism in late India , before that we had gone past through Mansabdaari system in Mughal empire , Barter system and the revenue tax , everything was simply just related to literature , economy and history .....sometimes we did argue in Bangla language too.....happy times had its fast wings ....
But Adhiraj never was able to put up through this , even his grandfather Mr. Raghuveer had thrown me some nasty looks, like as I don't fit as perfect in their royal clan of rajput, He always treated me like a dirt but , Baldev Uncle always supported my discerning presence , even if it means going against his own father , but Adhiraj can't tolerate this all facade , he would now and then would try to humiliate me in front of the school , but his younger brother Nilay would always become my shining in armor ,
Nilay was humorous, my best buddy and their little sister Kritika , whom we called , 'Kriti' by love , we three loves our bond and company unlike Adhiraj never settle down to become a part ,
he was better off with his Wolf Gang , where every other person was just an another wolf like him , another bullyboy , His best friend Mrityunjay Sanghi as rich as him , his father had the business of wine, an inch less taller than Adhiraj , a low cut face , wide jawlines made him handsome but again a tyrant next to Adhiraj, next was Yash Goel , he was a son of prominent Eye surgeon Dr. Mukund Goel , he was like a chocolatey boy , with thin body but not as malnourished, Next was Karthik Banerjee , His father was a police superintendent , Mr. Durjoy Banerjee , he was all taunting and flirty with his Bengali boy look , and last but not the least was Dhruv Bagchi , a muscular over zipped Reticent ,
He was the eldest son of Highly paid Actor Amitabh Bagchi , and a model mother Tanisha Bagchi , So his infamous wolf gang had , Adhiraj as the pack's leader , the Alpha man and then next to him was Mrityunjay as his best bud and his half soul brother , they two almost have each other's back , then was Yash , the peacemaker followed by over gangly Karthik and at last Dhruv , like other boys they don't all time bully anyone but they always had a fight back then with Electra gang , their leader was Sahil Ghosh , along with his rubbish pack of boys , they were the heirs of big politicians and chief in executives , that's why they would brag about their connections all over, which totally was absurd and thrash to me ,
But their all over fight was for one girl who had that model esque figure , big round dove eyes, thick eyelashes , pouty lips almost painted in red , curvy body , it was back when I had been in my last senior year , after that I would be a college going student , and from my vantage point of view , I was going to take a Law school to pursue my further core of interest ,
Anyways , Her name was Amayra Pramanik, Better Known as 'Apps' she was the daughter of Health Minister of Kolkata Mr. Aurbindo Pramanik , blessed with grace and class , beauty with chasm of social status , every boy had an eye for her while she never gives a shit to any one , she was a straight A grade student of commerce and I was doing well in Arts , what else was the flaw in her , nothing , her beauty screams to be pleasured and her status screamed to be flourished upon , Adhiraj was constantly trying hard to get on her , but she was giving him the mixed signal while toying with Sahil Ghosh , both the lions out for the hunt of their solace lioness ,
But I didn't cared much at that time, I was better off with Nilay and Kriti , Kriti three years younger than me, but two years younger than Nilay , we were the best buddies in whole school , if he was my cup , I was his saucer , that was the relationship we'd shared with each other , but Adhiraj had always been so
Inhospitable towards me , As he and his father were not on talking terms , since his childhood , it seemed like it was their genetically pass on cultured , as his grandfather was too phlegmatic towards Baldev uncle but loves his grandson , while Baldev was too strict with Adhiraj too , they hardly speak any , Uncle wanted Adhiraj to become a lawyer like him and should intake his Law firm but instead Adhiraj want to study IT software and to hold a grope over the tech field business , his grandfather was adamantly agreed to his plan , he always supports him in positive way , he was too much mollycoddled by his grandfather that even the harshness between his father and him evaded out slightly , he did never cared about his father but he did cared a lot about his grandfather ,
One day , I could remember , I had heard the noises coming back from the toilet area , in girl's washroom , while I had to pee , due to all toilets were filled in the school area , I had to run a marathon for the old library 's toilet , the new one had built separately after the older library needed an urgent renovations, so the toilet sections of that library had been put up in used as emergency washrooms , I scurried towards the bathroom , and barged into one of the girl's washroom , after done with my business , I was about to wash my face , I heard the noises coming back behind the G-A washroom , I took a cylindrical shape dustbin and inverting it to make it as a stool , I peaked from its roofless area,
Oh my lord ! I screamed out , I just discovered my one of the school friend Bondita Mathews making out with .....Adhiraj , I blinked several times just to confirm, but his unbuttoned chest , his school tie hanging at the edge of his collar , his once perfectly gelled hairs were now disheveled , his pants undone , but luckily I didn't get to see his dick, while on the other hand Bonita's makeup was smeared , her red lip color had been now smudged to Adhiraj's face , her face looked flustered , while her cleavage peeking off from her school uniform , hairs dangling out , mascara , kohl tainted , she was battling her lashes , we both have , ' What !!" Written on our respective faces but her what means , what are you doing here and my what means , what are you doing here apostrophe with Him ?
As I could seize them both, I tumbled upon and fell down with a loud thump , while rubbing my ass , they both came after a while from that washroom , while was still unable to get up on my knees, because my knee had been twisted , I had fallen from a height , and this is why they say, Keep your nose away from somebody's business,
Now they had cleaned up , and probably fixed them up , I curled my lips in disgust , as they both came in front of my view ,
" Are you okay ?" Bondita asked while bringing her one of the arm to get me up ,
" Just stay away from me , Bondu !!" I removed her hands off me, and she did flinched while Adhiraj was playing it simple, as if nothing seemed to affect him, no guilt ! No shame , just a dirty smile twitching his lips ,
" Okay ! I will not touch you ,but look at your self , your legs got twisted , you can't get up by your own, someone had to help you Sri! " Her concerned voice warmed my heart but again her betrayal came into my sense, I had warned her about the playboy attitude of Adhiraj , despite knowing her obsessive crush on him, I knew him , he was totally a bastard who would do such nasty things to any innocent girl , who'd get trapped in his charm,
" I can manage it by myself, Thanks for your concern !" I gave her cold shoulder and she sighs away ,
" But please don't tell anybody about this, until Adhiraj and me figure it out,please !" Her pleading voice boomed into my ears , and I just nodded while Adhiraj gave me a winning look ,
" Let me carry you to School's hospital !" He offered me, what the hell ! What game he was up to ? He the Adhiraj Singh Shekhawat , was eager to help me , as if his most wanted enemy Srijita Sanyal , how did this bad boy planned to turn into a nice boy , something fishy !!
