1 I

I was drunk on his love, a helpless soul reaching for a loving hand to save me. A walking corpse with nowhere to go into I met him. I was drawn in by his smiles and swade by his words. I was weak but his fearless heart made me stronger; Only if I knew what lurked under that fearless heart was a sadistic soul that only job was to bring death and harm. I was curious, I wanted to know what lurked under that beautiful rock and it came with a price. No one ever told me that loving a monster could end my life. It's scary what can hide behind a smile, it's like the trickster of alice and wonderland; I fell into a hole chasing a white rabbit only to find the wicked queen of hearts who plays her cards like loyal subjects.

He calls out to me in the dark as I can feel my heart beating out of my chest, I'm afraid yet fearless as I run through this vast darkness. The urge to scream is echoing in my mind yet I can only manage silence as I can feel his arms reaching out for me, the same arms that would hold me dear in times of need, the same arms that took my hand the day I agreed to be his. The rage inside him I can feel nearing me. He sings my name with harmony and melody, sending shivers down my back. Every part of me wants to turn and run to him with embrace but I am fooling myself with such a delusion that he will accept that.

I feel his touch on my back and I know that I am trapped, standing alone I face the beast one on one; Crippled by fear I make no noise into I see the silver. I never felt it only heard it.