8 Chapter 8

The fucking nerve of this man! He's really getting into my nerves!

What the hell he did just say? What the hell is he thinking!! The hell of his logic!

My blood risen up because of his insults! Shit! What's his problem anyway!?

I can't seem to control myself because of anger. My face heated and so much red because of annoyance.

Shit this Del Rio. The nerve of this arrogant and ruthless CEO!

I feel like i am going to explode anytime soon because of anger.

I really wanted to leave him here alone and let him finish his food himself alone too, than hearing him insulting me this much!

Not because i am one of a poor pathetic one then i don't have the right to feel bad and angry whenever i heard anyone insulted me.

Did he just brought me here just to hear him out insulting me? What the hell!

How many times do i need to cursed because of this ruthless CEO.

Not because he is that powerful and rich then he can freely insult me. That's unlawful.!

Is he that heartless then? He is such so damn rude.!

He doesn't even care what i am going to feel about his insults. He doesn't even care what the effects it can have on me.

He has never been so hesitant on telling me who i really am at all.

Just because i never been to any other place? Seriously?

Not because i don't even know that much about macau, then he can easily tell me that thit! . And the worst thing was he told me that straight on my face!

I have never been experienced any offensive words from other people because of my life status.

Not until he came. He told me that straight on my face. He told me how low class i am. And that made me more pissed.

I feel like i want because of what i heard. I want to go really and totally leave him alone. Here.

But once again, i stopped myself in doing it.

No. Not like him can turn me down. I don't want him to see that he succeeded on hurting my ego.

I have to endure all of this. I need to take this job. I need this for my future.

If i need to keep my mouth shot, then i'll do it. If this is the only way i can have this job then i will endure all the insults from him.

"If you wants me to learn everything about macau then i will find way. I will do it." i told him.

I'm not telling him this to make some impressions. But i am telling this for him to realize that he was wrong for giving me some insults and for him to realize that i am worthy enough for this job.

" Uh huh. "

" I will find a way so that i would know something about that place and also to have any idea about macau as well." i assuringly told him.

"Do it as soon as possible. If you can. The campaign is coming closer. You need to learn as much as possible." he coldly said.

"Do you have anything to say or discuss about other things?can i go home? I want to rest early." i saw him pushed the empty plate in front of him to stand.

He took the wine glass and sipped the remaining wine inside of it. And looked at me intently.

I feel like my knees turned into jelly. Because of his intent look.

My heart beats faster than its usual beating. It seems like my world stopped because of the look he had given me.

He seemed like he saw the depths of my whole being.

"Please Riege i need to go now." i again asked him.

I don't like to call him by his full name though. After all his insults on me? No formality at all! My ass!

Riege sitting now in front of me with only table blocking between the two of us. Looking at me very intently like an eagle ready to eat his victim.

Jesus cassie! This is so awkward! This is unhealthy! You can just stand and leave him here! What are you waiting for?

When i did heard any answer drom him, i closed my eyes intently and rose my head a bit for a moment before i asked him again.

Good thing is i still have the guts to asked him about wanting me to go back home. Good thing i didn't stutter as i asked him about ghat thing.

Its as if i want to break what i had just promised to my self before. And that is tofight back all the temptation. Really.

I never had sex. Alright. And i am sure for that. Never even once to be exact. And never been kissed as well. Ever.

I don't have boyfriend so probably no one would try to kiss me. Aside from not having that kind of relationship status, i am not also interested on having into that.

That is one of the reason why i avoid myself from that. I don't want to experience just like what my mother and grandma did.

I don't need to experience that. All i need for my life is how to live and raise myself alone the way i want to. To achieve also my dreams.

No matter how good looking and rich you are Riege Del Rio, i won't give up myself to you that easily.

Just because i need this job? The hell no!

I want to achieve my dream in my own way. I want to have that job because i am capable nkt because i used someone.

I really have to go before i can't fight back his stares. God! This so unhealthy for me.

This situation making me uncomfortable and uneasy.

Riege made me feel that all my defenses was incapable.

I should go now, right? I can't take this! God!

"I really need to go. I have some important things to do tomorrow. So....." shit Del Rio how many times do i need to asked you about this question before you let go off me! Damn this man!

"We have nothing to discuss about so there's no reason for us to stay here or for you to keep me here, right? You already asked me what you wanted to know about. So...." i stopped for a while.

"I will go now. I'm sleepy. Thank you for the dinner."

Riege stood up from his chair. I thought he would say something or asked me to go.

God! Of course not! What am i thinking? Lately, i want him to let me go. And now i want him to stop me for going?

The hell of my logic. This is insane.

He is a gentle men right? So he should reslect my decision.

I didn't bother myself to give him a glance.

No need for that! I will not take back what i had promised to myself.

"Thank you for the dinner Riege. I really appreciated it. But i really now need to go. Thank you for your time." i said and took a deep breath while roamimg around my eyes to find where is the exit exactly.

"Why do i feel like you're in a hurry. Do you have anything else to do after this?" his brows furrowed.

"No. I mean nothing. I want to go home and take some rest early. That's all."

The waiter approached us and asked something if we need anything else. Riege whispered something in waiter's ears and the waiter immediately left.

"A cab will take you home." he said.

"No need. I mean, don't worry about me going home alone. I 'm fine."

"I don' t care about you. Don't give any other meaning of what i am doing. I did what is needed for my employee."

"Go and leave. The cab will take you home safely." he insisted.

"I don't have money to pay for the taxi. I said as a matter of fact.

" Don't worry about it. If that's what you think. Payed it already.Now,go."

"Oh!right.okay then? Thank you!" he nodded.

I wanted to ask if he already accepted me for the job but i stopped myself and started walking outside of the restaurant.

I took out my small bag and hanged it on my forearms.

I really must go now. I need to wake up early tomorrow for my job.

"Goodnight. Go home safely." he added and left.

My body felt so tired as i reached the boarding house. I fell on myself on the bed harshly and stared at the ceiling.

My thoughg was occupied by all the things that had happened to me the whole day.

Me at the casting event. Me and Riege. Our interactions. Me having dinner with him. All. Everythinh were all new to me.

I know something strange the way how he looked at me.

I know. And i feel something on his stares. I'm scared to know and discover it for myself. I will not ruin my plans because of this strange feelings.

I am afraid being imprisoned for something i knee it won't bound to happen. I won't expect anything from this

I don't want to expect something from Riege. Were are not compatible.

The way he insulted me, i knew he didn't like me since from our first interaction. There's such no expectation needed for this.

Doest it have any chances that i can be his type of woman?

The hell! Off course no!

As i lying down on my bed. My mother came across of my thought.

Why like this? Why do i have to suffer this kind of life? All of you left me. Left everything behind me.