19 Chapter 19

Everyone prepared for their way out.

Trexie went out earlier because she'll gonna meet someone.

If i am not mistaken, she'll meet her new boyfriend.

"What time do you want to go home, Cathy? So i can ask my driver to drive you home." aunte sally asked.

It's already ten in the evening and some staffs was already left and went their way home.

Daisy was still talking to sir Jed.

And stephen together with some staffs who didn't go home yet, was sitting down the sofa.

To relax.

"No need aunte. Riege will pick me up."

I am not sure if he will.

Because i didn't tell him yet that i'm already done here.

I took my phone and saw some of his text messages.

"Text me whenever you're done there."

"Never skip your meals."

"Where are you? It's been a while since i texted you."

When i looked back at my manager, i saw her grinned.

She leaned more towards me and smiled wider.

"I've met him once. At gathering. I was invited and he was also there at that time. He's with some of his business colleages. Not sure but my goodness cath!"

She grinned and shook her head.

Seemed like she don't know the rightful words to describe Riege.

" Really? " i said.

"What was he look like? How did he court you? It is so understandble why you immediately say yes after his marriage proposal. Good choice! A man like him is only once in a blue moon dear. I wonder how he made you scream in your first night together?"

" Aunte! My goodness! "

Everyone who remained at the area were laughing when they heard what my manger said.

Shit!

Even stephen, he put back that topic again!

My goodness these people!

After that, we ended the night smoothly and peacefully.

I won't deny having commited with Riege made me happy.

Made me feel special to everybody.

Even if it's just an agreement between us, this thing made me inspired especially when i am at work.

Thinking about him while at work, was somethings different about me.

I know this is not just a simple attraction.

Maybe before when we first met, it was an attraction.

But now, no!

I know it is more than attraction.

And i know it literally love.

I went down of the building with stephen beside me.

He's busy talking to his phone while we went down.

And because he's busy, i pointed out the toilet room giving him the sign that i want to go to the toilet.

He waved at me indicating his own way out.

And i nodded.

I took my phone out and started typing my message to Riege.

"I'm done Riege. Where are you?"

I was already inside of the toilet cubicle when i heard two noisy girls talking.

"God! Did you see him! Shit! He's freaking hot!"

"Yeah. And have you seen the way he looked? Shit! Seemed like everyone will willing to strip in front of him!"

I raised a brow. Who are they talking about?

Curiousity hit me, so i pressed the cancel button of my phone and put beside me.

Eavedrops is not really god. But i'm curious.

" Yeah. But he is already commited to the country's popular model Cathy Gomez."

The girl who has flirty voice said.

I felt trembled from all over my body.

My lips curved into a thin line.

" She's beautiful but she can't beat Riege's exes. Especially, Miss. Shane Sandoval?. God! She's a good catch! While Cathy Gomez came from scratch! If i were Riege, i'd better chose Shane than Cathy. Shane is famous. Every now and then. Rich, famous. A beauty of goddess as well. Perfectly match with him! "

I can't almost breath while hearing their conversation.

I'm totally pissed and hurt right now!

No! I' m literally jealous!

Shane Sandoval?

I covered my mouth with my palm to avoid the sound from my sobbed.

I glance my phone and immediately open it.

I put down her name to search her background.

And i felt more jealousy when i learned some information about her.

Shit!

My tears fell down even more.

Shane Sandoval.. His ex?

Was she became Riege's past relationship?

Did Reige gave her special treatment?

I heard no more sounds inside the toilet. Maybe they already left.

But my thoughts stucked by the named they mention earlier.

I felt more jealous when i read the informations about Shane Sandoval.

Her family is a company owner too.

She's really a good catch!

And i'm even more pissed!

She's a company owner while i'm just a model.

She was matched with Riege before but because she went abroad to pursue her study they got lacked of communication.

And now she came back for good.

I scrolled down to see more information about her.

And one photo caught my whole attention.

Shane Sandoval with Riege Del Rio.

What the hell?

I checked and read when it was posted.

My eyes widened when i learned when it was!

The nerve!

Just posted one day ago!

I felt of mixed emotion.

My heart ached.

I felt jealous. Shit this kind of feelings!

My anger towards Riege Right now can't heal anything!

I felt someone's stabbed my innocent heart!

My eyes watered more because of tears.

I felt cheated.

I don't know. But i felt like i want to cry out loud!

I remember Riege told me that he will meet someone last night.

It was just my wild thoughts about him meeting some of his women. And i wasn't wrong.

He met his girlfriend.

His girlfriend who left and now came back for good.

This photo posted just one day ago, So she was the one who was with Riege last night.

There's no doubt about that.

My tears fell down even more.

Sandoval's only heiress cameback after seven years from abroad.

She reunited her first night in the philippines with her ex-fiancee.Mr. Riege Del Rio personally picked her up at airport from her arrival. Is this the sign of their second time around? Such a good match.

The caption of the photo.

I wanted to throw the phone but it rang for a text message from Riege.

"Where are you. I'm already here outside. I'll wait you here."

Asshole!

I swear, my anger became more higher towards him!

Those fucking photo was true.

I never felt this kind of shit from marco.

But damn shit!

I felt this way for him.

Was that the reason why he came home late?

Is this the reason why he can't make our relationship in real status?

All my thought about him having special feelings for me has gone.

All of this is just a game for him!

I looked at again the photo.

Reige smiled widely at the photo. While his hand placed at the waist side of his girlfriend. Shane Sandoval.

Like how he used to do with me. Whenever we were in front of the crowd.

To pretend. But this. This woman is his one true love.

What will i expect?

Since from the beginning. I knew our status already. But here i am. Expected something's surreal.

Now that his girlfriend's already here, maybe he don't need me anymore, right?

She can propose her girlfriend without pretending and without using me.

Shit!

I hurt, big time.!

I want to punch and tell him how big shit he is by using me!

After i learned everything, i made myself calm.

I washed my face with water. And after i wiped with dry tissue, and i put some make up in it.

I won't let him notice my swollen eyes.

I went out from the toilet and walked towards the exit of the building.

Riege was already outside.

He lifted his body from leaning in his car when he notice me coming.

As i reached his car, his head furrowed.

His face looked angry while scanning all of me.

From head to toe and backed to my face.

Did he notice my swollen eyes?

I don't like him notice it.

I don't want him to ask me.

"What's wrong?" he asked.

What's wrong my ass!

I hate you!

Shit!

I hate him but i Love him!

What's wrong Riege? You made me fall big time!

You're a selfish asshole!

Instead of giving him an answer, i shook my head.

Fine! Take your time using me! Anyway, it won't take long.

And you can't see me after this!

"Did you recieved the flower i have sent for you?" he asked again.

And i only shook my head again.

I don't want to pretend this time that i'm fine.

How stupid of me!

"Next time don't send anything. I don't want anyone expect about this. It won't last any longer. So don't play it well."

His jaw clenched when he heard what i said.

His expression became dark. It usually appeared mostly when he's angry.

No Riege. I will not let you take everything from me!

His expression became gentle suddenly when he noticed that i can't look straight in his eyes.

He tried to reach my hand but i avoided it.

"I want to go home. I'm tired."

I lifted my head and faced the other partition even his vision was all in front of me.

I'm hurt. So i don't want to deal with his fucking lies right now!

He took a deep breath before he gently open the shotgun seat for me.

His face still dark as the night.

He walked through the driver's seat door and open it and went in.

He calculated me by his stares. I knew.

Even if i pretended for not looking at him, i knew he kept his gaze on me.

Trying to figure out by my sudden changed of mode.

"Cath, what's wrong? You didn't-"

I cut him off. I will not deal with him.

"I said i'm tired. I want to go home and rest! Stop acting like your truly concern because i knew you don't! Stop pretending when nobody's around. If you can't bring me to your condo, then bring me in my condo! I want peace of mind!" i angrily said and turned my face in front of the car.

He muttered so many curses but i ignored it.

Deal with yourself alone Riege. I have no time for all your shits!

I don't care about him!

Im pissed. Totally pissed.

After picking up of his one true love last night from the airport, he's now with me, trying hard being a good fiancee.

Why he didn't go to his girlfriend tonight, then?

He don't need him to do a freaking effort like this!

So shitty!

Riege didn't say anything.

But the gentleness in his expression was very evident.

I can feel that he wanted to talk with me but he stopped himself.

We remained silent inside the car until we got out from his car and until we reached inside of his unit.

He reached for my hand when. I was about to go inside my room.

"Let's have dinner first." he gently said.

Trying to convince me to say something.

"No. I want to rest. It's not as if you hadn't eat your meals form the rest of your life without me, Riege." i coldly said and immediately ran towards my room and locked it.

Shit!

I can't stop myself from burst out!

This feelings for him, made me so freaking crazy!

How long will i'm going to hurt myself?

I know he don't like me and he can't but, can't he give some respect?

We publicized our relationship. And there he was! Picked his girlfriend at the airport!

I am too far from his ideal woman.alright! But shit!

I sat at the edge of my bed when i heard somethings broken outside.

Did he break something?

I don't know what's really in his mind but i dont' want to feel pity of myself for this shit!

This is all my fault afterall!

I agreed for this!

The next morning after i woke up, i remained myself lying in my bed.

I moved my body side way to face the door.

I feel drained.

I was thinking about letting him go to work first before i will go out from my room.

I'm pretty sure minutes later he'll go for work.

He'll surely go to his office of course! To meet the love of his life waiting there!

I took my phone and call trexie.

"How's the night?" her introduction.

"I want to go for a hang-out tonight trex, are you free?"

She laughed!

Shit!

I really knew this woman!

And i knew what she's thinking!

"Heartbroken babe?" she laughed even more.

"Stop it trex, i will tell you everything later." i coldly said.

"Dezso bar, alright? We'll meet there."

Shit!

She really had the guts to asked me hanging out to an expensive bar!

My goodness.

I'll be poor because of this brat!

But i need her, so i need to treat her!even if it cost her diamond earrings.

After i called trexie, i got up from the bed.

I looked at the wall clock and it's already 10:30 in the morning.

So he's probably gone to work right?

His office hour started at 9:00 a.m. but he usually went out to go in his office about 8:00 a.m.

Did his girlfriend visited him often in his office?

Yeah. Surely.

So damn sure.

Why do i felt sometimes that he has something special feeling towards me?

Was it just my imagination that he can also like me?

I am free the whole day.

It's my off! No shooting. Nothing to do. And everthing.

I was thinking about looking for a dress for the night out with trexie.

Watch me Riege.

You're not a big loss for me.

I will find a seductive dress to wear later. Knowing trexie.

What would be his reaction if i will dress like slut and dancing inside the bar with men, then?

Shit! I am so freaking crazy. Of course he don't mind me dealing with other men. He has his own girlfriend to pay more attention, though!

I slowly opened the door of my room and stepped out.

And closed it slowly like i'm scared if anybody would hear the doors sound if i close it harshly.

I looked at his door for a while before i decided to walked towards the kitchen way.

Shit!

I am so damn hungry!

Well, i'm alone so i can probably cook for myself.

Right!

Yeah Cath. Put yourself some braveness.

I am very certain that Riege was already in his office.

I was in the middle of my way heading to the kitchen when i startled seeing him leaning in the sofa.

Wearing his office suit and ready to go while sitting like a king.

Is he waiting for me!

Shit! Cathy! Stop thinking ridiculious thing. He won't do that for you. You're just nothing but someone he use for his benefits!

My eyes widened a bit when i saw him but i continued my steps.

Shit!

I thought he's already in his office.

Maybe his girlfriend wasn't there yet?

Fine he must wait for his girlfriend's message.

Oh! Sweet!

My face heated because of anger from my thoughts.

Our eyes met.

He lifted his body from leaning the sofa and watched me intently while walking towards the kitchen.

I don't have time to start a fight with him because i'm hungry.

I don't want to hear his random questions like what happen to me last night. And all.

God!

That question is so depressing!

Why he didn't go to his work then?

I'm sure his girlfriend was already there and waiting for him.

I opened the fridge and took the freshmilk inside.

I landed it at top of the counter table in the kitchen.

I took two slices of sandwich and put a strawberry jam each and put together.

I grabbed one chair to sit.

I took the glass and poured it with freshmilk before drinking.

I started eating the sandwich. I'm literally hungry.

While mumbling the food inside my mouth, a warm hand hugged me from behind.

I was shocked and almost elbowed the milk beside me but thank god it didn't happen.

Shit!

I tried to stay away from his hug but he tightened his grip on me. While he rested his head in my neck!

He caressed my stomach gently using his two hands.

Shit!

I can't breath normally.

My breath became heavy.

I closed my eyes intently.

Shit.

How fragile of me when it comes to him.

"What are you doing?"i angrily asked.

"Is that all you want to eat? Do you want me to cook for you? I was planning to cook our breakfast after you woke up but seemed like my baby is already hungry so.... Are you mad at me? Hmm? What happened last night? You didn't come out to eat our dinner. I've waited for you. "

It's as if i will going crazy because of the tenderness of his voice.

I felt like i am some sort kind of a baby. That he cared tenderly and gently.

" You didn't go to your office. " it was not a question but a statement.

" I've waited for my baby to wake up before i go. Tell me, are you mad at me? Hmmm?"

" Riege, get your hands off me, i'm eating!"

But instead of moving away his grip, he pressed his body even harder on me.

Shit!

My whole body trembled because of what he did.

I felt my knees turned to jelly!

So this is his sweet side.

No wonder all his women are chasing him.

Shit! Riege! You made fall harder!

So hard like there's nothing left for me.

His hand became more inquisitive.

One caress my thigh. And the other one inserted my shirt.

I was wearing a sleeveless top so he inserted his hand easily.

And yeah.

I can eat well in this state.

In our current position. Right!

"You can't let go from me Cath. Your mine. Your body. Soul. All."

He said while continued caressing my thigh.

His warm palm penetrated completely inside of my bra.

And give a massage of my breast gently. So gentle that i turned crazy because of heavenly feelings.

It's as if, there was some fluid that came out from me down there between my thighs.

His one hand that was on my thigh earlier was also penetrated inside of my sleeveless shirt.

Now, two hands are already massaging my breast gently and tenderly.

Shit!

He pinched the nipple of my breast while massaging it.

The feelings i felt when he touched me years ago was just the same feelings i felt when he touched me now.

I think the feelings i felt now from his touch was just more electrified!

I shifted from the seat and lift my body.

I'm so damn crazy for him. From his crazy touch.

"Oh! Riege.." i moaned.

Shit!

"Yes, baby. Hmmm..?" he said seductively while kissing my nape.

I lifted my head to give him more access on kissing me harder. And do something harder too.

Shit!

I'm turned on now.

I'm virgin but i'm not innocent about this.

So i knew what i'm feeling right now.

I hook my two arms around his neck while my body remained seated and faced the counter table still.

I don't care about my breakfast.

My attention now is all in him.

Him, for giving me this heavenly sensation.

He's still behind me continued hugging and massaging my breast.

But later on, i felt he losen his grip and turned the chair where i was seated to face him.

My face turned into red when i looked at his lips pursed for a smile.

I swallowed hard while watching him standing right in front of me.

I saw his expression full of lust.

Did i made him turned on?

Is this how i affects him?

I looked at the buttom of his pants. And even though i cannot see what was inside it, but i knew his growing manhood is already ready.

"You can taste that whenever you want baby, but not now, i have a very important client to meet today. And i am already late."

He said when he noticed where i was looking.

Shit!

My face heated because of embarassment.

Seemed like i went back to reality when i processed everything in my mind of what he said.

What the hell?

And i let him do that for. Me?

I voluntarily gave in, from his seduction.

Shit!

Am i that horny too? To feel him more?

Fine! I'm a virgin but...

Shit!

He made me turned on and cum from just his simple touch.

Shit!

I can't deny that i want to feel him more.

And i want more than a kiss!

I rolled him my eyes and moved the chair to turn around and face the counter table.

I looked at the sandwich and shyly take it and start a bite.

Damn this Del Rio!

He laughed out when he noticed my embarassment.

So he hugged me from behind again and gave me a kiss in my cheeks.

I pretended that i don't care about his kiss but deep with in me, my heart flattered about his kiss.

Shit!

I like it!

No! I love it!

I 'm reall falling hard.!

"Will you leave now? Your girlfriend maybe waiting for you in your office!"

"What?" he loosen up his grip and stand beside me.

He looked at me with full of amusement.

Huh!

Pretending again Riege?

Well, no need! Because i knew already!

I didn't answer him and pretended busy eating my sandwich.

"You don't have shoot today. So don't go out and wait for me to come home. I will be home early at five. We'll eat our dinner together."

He said but i didn't answer because this time, i'm really busy chewing my sandwich. I am not just pretending.

" Cath. "he called.

So i glanced at him and gave him my full attention. While continued chewing my sandwich.

My eyes widened when i noticed where his eyes was looking.

He's looking at my slightly exposed chest and now at my lips while still busy chewing the sandwich.

Shit!

I glanced my exposed chest and immediately closed it with some fabrics from the shirt.

I grabbed the milk and drank it before i answer him.

"What-"

I did not finish what i was about to ask when he quickly bent down and kiss me on the lips!

He kissed, sucked and licked my lips. And after he let go my lips.

Shit!

My lips swollen because of his hungry kiss.

After his insane kiss, he touched my lower lips and caressed it using his index finger.

"No other man can kiss you aside from me. Since the day you agreed about our set-up, was the day that you entitled for me."

He said and gave me one more feathered kiss before he went out to go to his office.

My annoyance to Riege disappeared like a bubbles.

I was inspired cooking our dinner because he told he'll come early.

I'm acting like a real housewife waiting for husband to come home from office.

Shit!

I like, no! I love this kind og feelings!

To be with someone you love.

I called trexie and told her that i will cancel out night out because i was doing something important.

I didn't tell her if what really it was.

Because i'm sure she would tempt me.

Riege fulfilled his promise.

He came home early and exactly 5:00, he's already at the condo.

Shit!

It was as if i had suddenly come to life again when i saw he came.

Why do sometimes, i felt like he has somethings special feelings for me?

The way he cared.

The way he possesively told me that i'm all for him.

Was it just my imagination?

I don't want to think about it now.

I prefer to make the most of this time with him, rather than thinking about that.

"Do you have schedule tomorrow?" he asked me while we're eating our dinner.

The way he chew the food was really manly.

Very professional.

"I don't know yet. We've done the shoot yesterday so..."

He stared at me seriously and intently.

Seemed like he figured out something from me.

"I will not be home tomorrow." he informed.

Oh! I know this!

Busy in his work again and of course!

With his girlfriend!

His girldfriend would be his first priority, more than anything!

Shit!

I felt dismay.

I shrugged my shoulder.

I don't know but a saddened feeling crashed me.

Him not coming home and spending time with his girlfriend.

"My company office is just near here at my condo. I have a meeting with some important clients. And i have some pending works to be done. Just call me when you need anything. Don't go out."

He glanced at me when he noticed my silence.

Yes! Of course!

I know that important client he's talking about!

Shit!

I'm freaking jealous but i remained calm.

And wait. Here he goes again in his" Don't go out policy. "

" What if i want to buy something. Like food? "

" I have some stocks in my fridge. It's full. But you can call me anytime if you don't really want. "

What?

" Well, what if i want to shop? "i said trying hard to change his mind.

" We'll re-schedule your shopping. You can only go out when you're with me. "

" God! Riege! Seriously? "i hissed. Now i'm a bit pissed.

I want him being possesive but why do i felt like he don't trust me!

I noticed he became strict for me.

Shit!

" Is that how you treated your girlfriend? You're so possesive! Jesus!

His jaw clenched.

His eyes remained on me while i continued eating my food.

This man!

His possesiveness is getting into my nerves!

" I can't just stay at home! I am not a baby! I can even drive my own car if you would just let me! I can also bring my assistant! So, i can go out whenever i want!"

He did not speak.

I know he regained his patience to stop saying anything.

And i did not stop complaining.

I wore my robe when Riege went out to go in his office.

My face heated when he kissed me first before he leave.

I just nodded. While he watche me intently when i only focused my attention in the food.

This day is just another day

Aside from work out, i made myself busy by arranging my things inside the cabinet.

When i moved in here, the next day, i saw my things was already arrange inside of my cabinet.

Did he hired a housekeeper to do it?

But still, i re-arranged it.

I want do something to kill my boredom.

And this is the only idea which top up in my mind since he don't want me to go out.

Housewife.

I smiled.

I groaned when my phone rang at the top of my bed.

I lifted my body from sitting the carpeted floor and took my phone.

He attempted call me six times before i got the chance to answer his call.

"Hello." i answered boredly.

"Did you eat already?" he asked.

No baby. I'm waiting for you. But i didn't tell him.

I checked the time and saw it was already lunch time.

"Later. I just arranged some of my clothes."

"Some of your things are already inside of my closet. Your clothes won't fit in that cabinet."

I rolled my eyes.

Why do i feel like his doing that way for me to go in his room and decide to sleep in there?

I remember how he insistedly asked me to sleep in his bed.

No freaking way i'm gonna do that!

What will he think of me if i will allow that?

After his girlfriend and then after me at his condo?

Important client my ass!

"I ordered food for your lunch. You don't need to cook."

Oh! My fiancee!