12 Chapter 9 Giving Up

I wanted to apologize after what ponay said during extra school. So I decided to write an apology note. It was on a post-it note though. (the exact words I wrote down)- " Ponay I'm sorry. I know sorry won't change anything. But right now I feel like the sorriest person in the world." I tried to give it to him at lunch. But he refused. My friends who were close to him weren't even able to give the post it note to him. he said things like "ew! Get that away from me! -------- Touched that!" I was sad that he refused the apology letter. But I wasn't really bothered either. The next day we were leaving out to buses and I saw ponay. So i shouted out "I'm sorry ponay!" in embarrassment. After that no response. It was time for me to ̶g̶i̶ve̶ ̶u̶p̶ ̶o̶n̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶. So I have accepted this fate. I do think of you alot still but the more I heal, the more it hurts. I was never " in love with you. " It was just my possessive that keeps you on my mind all the time. That was my explanation. I will update if anything else happens.. I doubt that nothing more will happen. If you are reading this ponay, you now know how I feel. Lmao dead ass I think about you to much. ♡