11 Chapter 8 I've given up on you ♡

I have been recently thinking about writing ponay an apology letter. Because I've heard him saying things like "We don't talk about her." Or "She's a bad person she did bad things." I want to apologize that's all, I want to start fresh. I wrote my letter on a post it note. Once again if I was going to write these letters I would have to ask my friends boyfriend to give him it. He wouldn't take it because I touched it. I wrote this on the letter. "I'm sorry. I know srry won't change what happened in the past. But I feel like the sorriest person in the world right now. ♡" He wouldn't take it, so my friends tried 3 times to give it to him but he wouldn't take it. He said he was in a relationship with a refrigerator. But I never wanted to be in a relationship. I'm so stupid why did I give him a confession letter then?! I guess I just needed to express myself. I guess j just had to show my feelings to get over it. But I know he doesn't want me so, I have officially given up on him. I know it's been at least half of a year, but I finally hot over him. I am proud. But how will I feel when if graduate. (my school is different I haven't graduated yet. 1 more month) I also made up a game called life or death. Readers are able to play. Comment down life or death below. Death= Ponay doesn't talk to me for the rest of the school year. Life = He talked to me/before "we" graduate. I'll update when something interesting happens.