2 Nice hoodie btw

I wake up to the most obnoxious sound I have ever heard. My alarm. Great just another fantastic day of school. Can't wait. I quickly jump out of bed ignoring the painful cramps stabbing at my stomach (hunger pains). I quickly weighed myself before my shower.

55 kg

Well done. See what happens when you listen to me. Just a little bit more and you will be perfect. Just stick with me. I have and always will be here for you. I just want whats best for you.

I write it down with the date and everything, quickly hop into the shower, wash my hair and get out. I put on a pair of black, ripped, skinny jeans and a worn out black and gold xplr hoodie. His hoodie. Thank goodness it covered everything up. I couldn't even stand to look at myself in the mirror this morning. I quickly combed and blowdried my hair, throwing it up into a messy bun and brushed my teeth. I was already late and I could hear luke honking outside waiting impatiently so I ran downstairs grabbed a granola bar and kissed both my mom and dad on the cheeks. Rushing outside I jumped in the car and off we went. I love Luke so much. No matter what he always treats me the same. It doesn't matter if he's popular and I'm not, if I'm ugly or sad or mad. He will always be my twin and I'll always be his. We sang the most annoying songs all the way to school and for once I was in a very unusually happy mood but as soon as we stopped in the parking lot it al changed. I hated school. It's absolutely dreadful. We both got out of the car and headed our separate ways. I could already see Allison giving me a death glare and Aiden just looking bored annoyed and in thought when he saw me as usual but never saying anything. Ignoring me like always. Not in the mood for a fight I decide to just keep my head down and pull the hood further covering my face and just walking straight to my locker. I can already see Amelia waiting for me by my locker scrolling through her phone. Probably instagram I'm guessing. I get to my locker, stuff the granola bar into her hand and open my locker.

"Hi Lily how are you?" She says.

"I'm ok how about you."

That's when she started squealing and jumping up and down before saying

"I'm doing amazing you won't believe what happened".

Curiosity got the better of me and I immediately asked what happened.

"Ethan requested to follow me on instagram and I accepted, he even liked one of my pictures where I'm at the beach in my bikini"

I couldn't believe what I was hearing. Ethan is Amelia's crush. He's very attractive but he is in Aiden's friend group so it's kind of off putting but on the other hand I don't really know him like at all so I guess I can't judge. Amelia is amazing I can't believe she's friends with me because I mean she could be one of those girls who has it all. Popularity, money, fame, grades, beauty. But no like the idiot she is she decided to skip al that fun stuff and stick by my side and I love her for that. How and why she chose me. I don't know but I'm very grateful for it.

"Oo my word Amelia I'm so happy for you" I said.

We kept on talking while I got my books for Chemistry, Maths, English, Biology, French, Geography and History. We started walking and had to split up seeing as I had chem and she had geo. As I was walking to class someone suddenly bumped into me and knocked me over.I got scared, thinking about Liam but when I looked up I was surprised to see Aiden. At first it looked like his expression softened but it was over so quickly I guess I must have imagined it. Once again it was the stone cold, badass, cocky attitude he always has.

"Hey! Watch were you're going" he says.

Suprising me he actually holds out his hand to help me up. I guess the not eating caught up with me because while he helped me up I had gotten extremely dizzy. Aiden grabbed onto my waist to steady me and I clutched onto his arms trying to get the world to stop spinning.

"Woah there. Are you okay?" He says, not letting go of my waist.

"Yeah I'm fine thanks."

As he's holding onto my waist he gets this weird expression. I know exactly what it is and I drop my hands from his arms and he lets go of my waist.

Well done Lillian. Just look at what you have done now. Now Aiden knows how fat you are under all those clothes. How could you let him touch you. No dinner it seems.

"You should eat something." he says.

And reaching around and rummaging through his backpack he shoves a granola bar into my hands and runs of looking back at me one last time yelling:

"Nice hoodie btw!"

I couldn't believe what I was not only seeing but hearing. As I was walking to class in thought I couldn't help but play around with the granola bar. Finally I decided to eat it right before I walked into class. It was so good and for once I didn't feel guilty. For once Ana's words didn't matter. I was still a little dizzy tho but feeling much better. By the time lunch came I knew things were to good to be true because no one has said anything to me yet. Amelia and I met up at my locker and walked to the cafeteria together, not that I would eat but you know other normal human beings i.e Amelia do. That's when suddenly someone tripped me. And who other then Allison. Allison standing above me in al her glory staring down at me in disgust with al her goons and the whole cafeteria laughing at me. As I was looking around I caught Aiden's eyes he looked sad and kept shaking his head but he did nothing. He just stood there. They were calling me names and kicking me and I just had this overwhelming feeling to throw up. So I ran.