1 A girl's life..

A girl of 19 faced many troubles through her life. Overcame everything in her life as she was blessed by the spiritual powers. She faced lot off harassments and abusements. Ended her school life so. Her dream of becoming gynecologist shattered because of her less marks and just 2 ..She changed her mind begin to study engineering ,was left in hostel.. and the first year began.. A guy in neighbouring house of her started to chat with her. She was curious and showed her love as a brother.. she trusted him like his own brother.. later on she came to know that the guy is in love with her.. and his age is 30 .. the respect on him went off..?she ended talking to him as she faced problems because of him like continuous video calls asking her to be nude.there was no one to share with her. She realized and avoided him now, that idiot started scolding her. how dare he is ..for not loving and dating with her.. poor girl was depressed much.. at that time she began her first relationship with a guy whom she trusted more..mugesh.. At first she doesn't like him but slowly he grabbed her. He is not as good. Skinned chocolate brown ,an irregular face, shabby boy,..The relationship started when she shared her past of humiliations and abusements with him. They both started loving more. The first day they met was on November 5th 2018.Both shared their views, both liked each other more.. She was with tears when she met him. He said "you will be my eternal, I want to share my life with you ".She agreed and said"I want to be the first and last of you.you are mine and no one can take you".Both hugged tightly felt for each other and he dropped in hostel. she went with tears filled. She shared her feelings with her close friend her school mate,Anu. Anu and Sri were the two best friends of her. Any said this to Sri and Sri fought with her for telling she is in love. The girl cried and called the one she loved.. with tears that she misses him and there is a fight between both of the friends.. He made her calm and asked her to focus on the dream of full filling gold medal in college and her carrier of becoming an IAS.. after degree.. She agreed and moved on. Later one day we met in beach. very silent.. only they both.. they were in a stone in the beach. later on when planing to come back he hold her hip. "Hey baby how soft it is, I want this to be my pillow"..she smiled and said "It will be"and kissed him on his cheeks.. breeze ....the first kiss that was a lightning to him.. Both smiled each other and he left her safe in hostel.. She carried on with her studies. was in a very big dream of making her parents proud.. one day mugesh asked her to be with him for the full day and want to spend the time privately.. she agreed after a long struggle.. he booked room and took her there.. She was afraid.. heart beats fast..for both.. she gave the T-shirt bought for him. he wore and said that was beautiful. he came closer kissed her in her lips... she was in an excited state as she doesn't know to kiss. he kissed slowly and pampered her.. He went then down to buy food. at that time she went to restroom locked herself and started crying thinking where parents. then came out.. he came then.. she had severe stomach ache and said him it hurts.. he pampered.. they both had their lunch.. after washing her hands and when she came from the restroom he pulled her hands.. She came closer to him and hugged him both kissed each other. there left a lot off blush on her cheeks. he pushed her on bed. kissed her more times and said "you are a drug to me".she was shocked and asked" why do you say so?".he said "I forget everything when you are with me. all my office tentions, pressure over my head. only you are there.. "she smiled.he removed her t shirt and started to suck her.. she became unconscious.. because of pain and fear.. then both left the room he dropped in hostel.. and he went to his office.. he made a video call next day "baby are you okay I was afraid when I was with you, so I don't want to hurt you.. you are precious to me.. I won't hurt you anymore with my feelings and gave a kiss "..she was overwhelmed. and started her day to study for the exams.. after finishing her exams she left home missed him so much.. used to have video calls nearly for a month..started loving him more and more... he later on started to avoid her slowly... he said"you want to make your parents proud I don't want to hurt you as our parents don't agree because of our caste.. let's end our relationship "she was crying aloud and that was her birthday.. February 15..2019.she had enjoyed her day with his brother ,friends had a party and that was the first time she cut B-Day cake in life.. she left with tears and his brother came along with her.. and had a great gift from her boyfriend.. Cried aloud.. and begged him for a month... he blocked her. everywhere.. as she was in true love with him.. she decided to end her life for the only reason "loved truly and gave her everything to him as they were physicall".her parents don't know anything... she decided to end her life ate pills, and tablets for the past one month it was a slow poison.. she died.... and he doesn't know she died... was happy with his parents .before she died she texted him from another account and no reply... and he literally cheated her enjoying his life happily... love is true guys... if a couple loves truly.. either a girl cheats or a boy cheats or the God cheats... and there is only a few success.. pray for the girl.. and a true story of my life.. but the girl didn't die that's for the story... she has written this.. based on her life and that's me here guys... don't cheat your loved ones please... thank you...