YOU DISGUST ME

"Where are we going to?" I asked the son of a gun

"To a place where no one will bother us, a place where we will live together like we used to, a place where we will have our kids and grow old together."

"You have really lost it; do you think I will allow you touch me to the point of having kids?

You cannot even keep me for long, Carl will find you."

I hope Carl will find me, I hope Andrea will give him the hint that I am pregnant, and I hope he can figure out that he is the one who is responsible for the pregnancy.

"We will be happy together my love"

"I am not your love"

"We will see about that"

I was not ready to continue any conversation with this asshole, so I said nothing.

"I need to pee," I said after some moments of silence

"You will have to wait because I am not stopping this car until we arrive"

"Would you like me to do it here in your car?"

"Fine, but be quick, I am not letting you out of my sight."

He didn't take off my blindfold so I couldn't guess where we are, but I was certain we have been driving for over 4 hours, which means I was far away from home.

He freed my hands but left my legs tied up, I bent over and peed, there was no sound of an upcoming vehicle, maybe some would notice that it was weird for one to be blindfolded and peeing by the roadside.

I tried to take off the blindfold, but he slapped off my hands and tied them back in place, then led me back inside the car which was very close by.

He continued driving for what felt like a long while, and then I slept off again.

"Wake up, we are here," he said shaking me roughly

He untied my legs but held me firmly and dragged me along.

I heard him unlock the door pushed me inside, followed suit, and locked the door behind him.

He dragged me along upstairs, opened a door, pushed me inside, came up behind me, and locked the door.

He pushed me on what felt like a bed, then he took off the blindfold, my eyes were trying to adjust to the newfound brightness while he freed my hands.

"Welcome to our home my darling Melanie, this is your room,

I'd be keeping you locked in here, you are free to scream and shout all you want, no one will hear you here, we are a very long drive away from civilization, don't think about running away, your legs won't carry you to town, and no one drives around this part of the country."

He kept talking as he let loose the gag in my mouth.

I have seen movies on kidnap and I never thought I would find myself in this situation.

"The bathroom is over there, make yourself comfortable, I'd get you something to eat," he said and left the room, locking the door behind him

I stood by the window and tried to make out the environment, maybe I would see a vehicle on the street or any houses close by, I stood for a while, I saw nothing but tall trees.

He drove out of the large gate, locked it up, and drove out of sight.

He was probably going to get food supplies; I wonder how long he planned to keep me here.

I need to make use of this opportunity to find a way to escape.

The window was impossible; it had irons I couldn't pass through. I tried the door, looking for how to open it or break it down.

After trying so hard, I was exhausted and nauseous.

I went to the bathroom to throw up, I was starving and weak. I decided to have a quick shower, maybe if my body was clean the nausea won't be so much.

I showered and had to wear the office gown I had been wearing the previous day that I was kidnapped.

The sound of the door unlocking woke me up,

"Hey baby, I am back"

"I am not your baby"

"Melanie Melanie Melanie, you loved me so much, and you will love me again"

"I will never love you again"

"Oh you will, I will make you love me the way you did then"

"I loved Gary, but this man standing before me now, I don't know who he is"

"It's still me baby, it is still your Gary"

"Gary died that night, you are not Gary"

"That night was a mistake, Melanie, I was angry because I had lost my job, I was angry because you had caught me cheating, I was angry because my bike broke down, and my anger moved me to mix drugs in my drink and get so drunk that night"

"So you went violent on me"

"I was not violent on you"

"Do you even remember what happened that night?"

"I came back drunk, you were angry, I screamed at you to get me something to eat, I ate and slept off, but the next morning you were gone, and I never saw you again"

"Was that really what you remembered?"

"That was what happened"

"That wasn't what happened Gary, it was worse than that"

"Melanie, what happened that night?"

"I went to visit my friend Candy that evening, she didn't know I was coming,

I opened the door and found her sucking your dick, I left there and went back to our apartment,

I called mom and she said I should move out of the apartment and come to San Antonio to stay with her and Mark for a while.

I was packing up a few things and decided to make dinner for you before I left, I also wanted you to get back so I could tell you I was going for a vacation, so you would not be looking for me.

You were taking so long that I decided not to wait again, you came in when I was about to leave, you were so drunk and mad at me for wanting to leave without telling you, you beat me up and tied me up.

Then you raped me, Gary, you raped me and went to sleep, leaving me all tied up, naked and in pains, I set myself free and left that night before you woke up"

"I'm so sorry Melanie, I didn't remember it that way, I'm so sorry I did that to you, Melanie, you know I love you so much, when I found out you left, I was so mad at the world that I swore I was going to get you back at all cost"

"Can you just let me go? I can't love you anymore not after what you did to me"

"No" he shouted standing up from the chair he sat on

"Gary, please let me go, I don't love you"

"You are not leaving me again"

"I'm in love with someone else"

"Don't you get it?

My life is meaningless without you, I spent the last four years looking for how to bring you down here, so we can be together with no one to get in our way, and no way for you to escape and leave me alone"

"So forget that man you claim to love, because you are never going to ever see him again"

"Gary, try to understand, if you love me you will want to see me happy, and the only way I can be happy is when I'm out of here"

"Marry me then Melanie"

"What did you say?" I asked again, I couldn't have heard right

"Marry me, let's get married, then we will leave this place, and you can get to see your mom, and Mark, and Andrew, and your new friend, but you would not work in that real estate company anymore"

"How can I get married to you if I don't love you? Why would you get married to me when you know I don't love you?"

"I don't care if you love me or not, I just want us to be together Melanie"

'What if I get married to you now and divorce you when we get back?"

"You would not because if you leave me for that bastard you say you love, I will have him killed."

"I'd rather stay here than risk his life"

"You don't have a choice anymore, that is what is going to happen, Melanie, so get ready I'd bring the papers for you to sign as soon as they are ready, then we will be married off for good and we can return to Texas as a happily married couple"

"You disgust me, Gary, I'm signing no papers"

"You must sign them or else I will have him killed, and you will never see him again."

"You are a hopeless case"

"No one must find out about this agreement, no one, if you tell anyone about it that person will be dead, I swear I'd kill anyone that tries to get in the way or keep us apart, even if it is your mother,"

"Gary please, don't do this"

"This is exactly what I am going to do Melanie"

"Gary think about this, you will never be happy knowing that you only forced me to be married to you"

"I don't care the circumstances around the wedding, all I want is for you to be mine forever, my sweet Melanie Adams"