The Night

"Did something happen?" His voice was gentle, but I could sense the concern laced within his words, his eyes searching mine for answers.

I hesitated, feeling a knot form in my stomach as I struggled to find the right words to waiver the topic.

"Nothing really," I replied, my voice wavering slightly as I tried to be indifferent about it.

His sighed in disbelief, feeling his scorching stare at my back. "Is it really that hard to tell me?" There was a hint of frustration and a flicker of pain in his tone.

With a nonchalant shrug, I brushed off his concern, my attempt at indifference betraying the turmoil brewing beneath the surface. "It's the usual stuff. My mother called me up again. Then, dad just kept pushing me." I forced a casual tone, masking the weight of my words with a dismissive gesture.

"Is it difficult to reconcile with your mother?" His question was gentle, laced with genuine curiosity and a desire to understand.

I nodded, my throat tightening with emotion as I struggled to articulate the complexities of my strained relationship. "Yeah, I've been telling you that, isn't?" I tried to keep my tone gentle, masking the frustration of answering the same question that threatened to spill over.

"I know but I'm wondering if it's still the same."

His touch was tender, his fingers tracing a soothing path from my temple to my shoulders, down to my arms, a comforting gesture that spoke volumes of his empathy and care.

A sad smile tugged at the corners of my lips, a bittersweet mixture of gratitude and sorrow washing over me. In that moment, his simple gesture of comfort was a beacon of light in the darkness, a reminder that even in my darkest moments, I was not alone.

"It will never be the same, Kein. The gap is getting wider and it will never shrink in no time." I confessed, my voice heavy with resignation.

"Alright, just do your thing and know that I'm just here. I hate that you are distancing yourself from me."

Hearing his words, reality hit me that this is the exact situation and words I'm trying to avoid for so long that's why I never settled to someone. His questions were simple and out of curiosity but I'm far from being ready to converse about it. I am the problem, you see. Our flirtatious banter and mutual care had always been a comfortable dynamic between us, but now, with his questions, it shaken me feeling like we are venturing beyond the safety of our familiar dance.Without thinking twice, not minding my nakedness, I stood up to go to the shower.

"I'm sleepy and tired. I will wash now." I mumbled as I took my stride to the shower.

He didn't say anything nor followed me. So, I've finished up quickly despite wanting to stay for a longer period. It made me completely sobber.

I walked out of the bathroom and went straight to the balcony with just bathrobe around my body covering it. Obviously I'm in Kein's condo. He used to send me to our home but stopped doing so when he found out that sometimes my dad's not around.

Come to think of it, Kein is not the type of person who is clingy and all that sort of lovey dovey to me but he's a protective type. I must say that I feel safe with him.

I am staring at the city lights, leaning on the railing of the balcony thinking what should I do. It feels like everything is rushing towards me and it is overwhelming. I can say I am confident with my board exam and it does not really bothers me. The thing is, what complicates my life is my personal relationships. I can forget and run away from it all truth be told but I'd rather not. I'm not the type of person.

We have been dwelling with this issue and we are not getting somewhere. We are stuck in something that only hurts us all. It's a scar that will never disappear in this lifetime.

My mother should have known better when she left us, me. She should have known that there will be a no day that I will accept that transcended. She should have known that her daughter is so good at cutting ties. But how will she know when she was so full of herself?

I was pulled out of my reveries when I was wrapped with warmth. Who else will do it aside from Kein, right?

I didn't budge but he rested his chin on my shoulder. And without talking to each other we are just here staring at nowhere enjoying the silence. He's playful but he can be silent at times. He respects my peace like this and accompanies me whenever.

With my back aching from my position, I straightened up and leaned on him. He also adjusted his position. His arms wrapping me tightened and he dipped his face on my neck.

Later, I felt his lips touching my skin. I just shut my eyes and stayed silent. I thought that was it but he continued pecking on my neck moving up to my jaw. It was enough to raise a tension between us so, without thinking through it, I turned around and clung my hands on his neck and closed the gap between our lips.

It started with feather touch and as it goes on, he started to nibble my lower lip which I returned. His hand started to move roaming around my body and as he does, the heat on my body just kept on rising.

He picked me up and I wrapped my legs around his body without parting our lips. My mind is in haze. It is cloudy and all I can think about is how hot I'm feeling right now.

He walked back in the room and closed the sliding door while he is still busy with his business. He carefully put me down on the bed and only then we parted our lips.

It's so clear how his eyes are hoody and his expression shouts pleasure. Kein trapped me between his legs and with his hand supporting him, he leaned towards me and the fiery exchange of kisses started once again.

His lips left mine and trailed to my cheek down to my jaw and making it way to my neck. His kisses are different now that I believe will leave marks. I can't help but part my lips and have a heavy breathing that as I do, soft moans are also escaping as he nibbles my neck.

I grabbed whatever my hand can with the increasing pleasure I'm feeling when Kein started to trail his kisses again down to my chest. With his doing, my robe slipped on my shoulder that exposed half of my chest.

Kein shot his gaze on me and a smirk formed on his face after seeing my expression. I stared back at him with my hooded eyes but he said nothing.

"Ah... Kein" I moaned when he suddely licked my nipple and devoured it as if he was deprived.

My moans are getting louder and louder as he does his business way too good. His hand roaming around my body expertly and so does he mouth that never left my lips. It's just my moans and his kisses that rings on his bedroom.

As he downs to my stomach I laid on the bed as the pleasure just keep on increasing.

"aahhhh!" I couldn't help but let out a louder moan when I felt his warm mouth down there. My cl*t is throbbing so hard as he licks and sucks it. My hand managed to grab the back of his head wanting for more.

"More please... Kein I can't bear the pleasure, ahhh!" Rather than saying it, it was more like a begging moan.

He stopped and said, "Bear it a little more, honey." then, continued to pleasure me.

"It's so hot" I whispered as I can't seem to form a proper sentence with this overwhelming pleasure I'm feeling.

I wanted to reach my climax but he stopped then towered over me. Only then I realize he still have his robe while mine is nowhere near my body. He remove his and then position himself.

"Please be gentle, I'm a virgin." I said before he could enter me.

"Then, are you sure about this? Let's stop if you are saving it for later." He asked with concern.

I nod a little and said in weak tone, "Please continue, I want more."

"I'll be gentle, don't worry. I won't stop so the pain will fade easily." he assured me, his warm breath brushing against my ear as he whispered comforting words.

As I nodded in silent agreement, he began to plant soft kisses on my neck, his lips trailing a path of warmth and desire. A searing pain shot through me as he entered me, causing me to dig my nails into his shoulder and back.

Unlike the romanticized scenes I had read about in novels, he didn't stop when tears pricked at the corners of my eyes. Instead, he continued to move gently, his hand never leaving my neck as he massaged my breast, comforting me through the pain.

Gradually, the pain transformed into unimaginable pleasure, as we exchanged hip thrusts, moans, and kisses throughout the night, lost in the intensity of our passion until we both found release.