7 Chapter 8

Camryn's POV

Pain.

Pain once again enveloped my whole body. The shooting pain aching in my stomach had me awake. My mind immediately drifted to the horrible happenings that had made my life more miserable and the worst of it all is that a rogue had forcefully marked me.

How could this be all happening to me? What will happen now that I've been marked by a wolf that's not even my mate? I don't know anything about all of this. Ever since my mom and dad died, I've been on my own with no one to guide me. The only family that I have with me is my wolf. And now, even she is slowly fading deep within me.

All because of that lunatic rogue!

"Camryn, stay strong" the weak voice within me had my eyes instantly open.

It's her, my wolf!

Even though our connection is weak, still she tries to give me hope and courage. I admire her fearlessness and the courage she has that I don't.

The courage I had are long gone since the day my uncle brutally killed my parents and that made me dispirited. Facing all alone the dreadful things and the bullying of my pack at me. All the tortured beating of my uncle had me scarred for life.

Turn my heart cold and broken.

Only my wolf surrounds my heart with little hope and to have faith that one day all my misery would end and that the Moon Goddess has a bright destiny that's waiting for me.

For us.

Now, I don't know if I will still hold on to that promising fate of my wolf's little faith in our life.

Once again, I scan my eyes around me breaking my thoughts. I'm in a small room still with no windows. The room is bright with lights, unlike the cells that it's a bit dark. There's nothing around the room but just a small wooden table. Beside it is a door and another door a few steps away from where I am.

This time, I'm not lying on a hard and filthy floor but on a small bed. I glanced my eyes down.

"What the hell?"

I am naked?

When I glanced down, I saw that my body was now naked.

I am fucking naked!

Where are my clothes?!?

Shocked and anger clouded me.

That lunatic bastard rogue!!

But my thoughts were interrupted when I notice that my wrists and ankles were chained.

I was chained in this bed!

And what's worst is that my naked body is outspread in this bed! And my legs are wide spread my innocence is wide open!

Oh, my Goddess!! What if someone suddenly barges into the room?! I am splayed open for them to see my nakedness!

I writhe my wrist and ankles even my whole body and pull hard on the chains to break it. Trying all of my strength on pulling it hard but to no avail, I can't break the chains off of me. Until my wrists and ankles are already bruised and feeling the burning pain of how tight the shackles are.

Damn it! Why does he have to do this to me?

How will I escape with these shackles? I don't have enough strength right now to break these chains.

I need my wolf.

I need you. Please, come back to me.

Praying it out loud deep within me to reach my wolf.

"Be brave Camryn. Don't worry I'm still here." Hearing her distant voice inside me made my eyes water. But I hold back the tears, stopping them from falling. I need to stay strong for my wolf.

"Listen to me Camryn, you need to find our mate. Our true mate." I listened intently to my wolf and reach all of my strength to her to give her support.

"You need to find him fast. For he is the only one who can save us. Who can save me."

What do you mean?

"He's the only one who can help us to bring back and strengthen our bond. For he is our true mate. If you can't find him soon, the rogue who had marked you will make our bond weak and distant like this. And worst of all..." she stopped suddenly which had me worried.

What is it wolf? Tell me!

"You will lose the ability to shift, Camryn. I can't no longer get out and shift into my wolf form." The words she had just said welled up in me that made my heart stop beating. "Our only hope is our mate. Find him Camryn before it's too late...." her voice trailed off.

'But how can I even do that?'

I was waiting for her response but our bond became distant again.

My world felt like crashing down all over again. I have already lost my beloved parents and now my wolf. My heart is already broken and yet now it's shattered into pieces.

The only freedom I have is to be able to shift into my wolf form. To be able to run freely with no one to stop us.

It's where I feel safe.

It's where my haven is.

In the heart of my wolf.

My Moon Goddess why are you letting this happen to me?

Is my life cursed?

Is this my fate?

How will I be able to find my true mate? I don't even know how will I escape here. I don't even know where I am. I don't know if someone would save and rescue me here, for no one even dared to be my friend.

No one cared for me.

No one loves me.

No one.

It's just me. It's just my wolf.

Just the two of us.

The tears are now stinging my eyes, ready to pour down.

A lumped form in my throat for holding back not to cry.

The abrupt sound opening of the door across from the bed made my heart beat fast.

I lift my head to see who entered the room. My eyes went wide when I saw the rogue who had marked me as his mate entered and quickly close the door. I heard a clicking sound before he turn around and walk up to the wooden table and put down a keys on it.

He had locked the door.

I gulped hard as realization hit me. The room is locked and we're just the two of us here.

Alone.

In this room.

With me.

NAKED.

Instantly my mind flashed back to the scenes at the cells that I'd seen.

NO..... It can't be...

I can't be... He can't...

He can't do that to me!

"Why are you doing this to me?!"

"Ah, I see you're already awake."

"Take these chains off of me! Let me go!" I shout at him, my voice echoed in the room.

"You are so feisty" he took a step towards me.

"Stop right there! Don't come near me!" my chest is heaving up and down from the dreadful feeling that's crawling all over me.

He just laugh at me that devilish laugh that had me wanting to go under the bed and hide.

"And what? Do you think you can stop me?" he stopped right at the foot of the bed and remove his shirt throwing it on the floor. He eyed my body full of lust. Then his fingers touch my feet caressing my skin and going up to my legs.

"Stop that! Don't you dare touch me!" No one had ever seen me naked! No one had ever touched me!

But when his fingers touched my skin, a spark erupted through me. Here goes again this sensational feeling every time his skin touches mine. And every time it does, I felt my wolf go farther away deep within me. I felt her pain and sadness. Her grieving heart for our true mate.

She wants her true mate and not this lunatic rogue!

"I can touch whatever I want and what is mine!" he stopped caressing me and move his hands to grab my chin and lean his face to mine "AND YOU ARE MINE!" he roared "ALL MINE!"

As he leans down his face, it's just now that I take notice of the features of his face.

He had a sharp cheekbones and a pointed nose. His lips are thin and dry like he's thirsty and hungry for something. And he had a straight line scar running from his forehead across his eyes and down to his cheeks.

My breath caught in my throat when I realize that the scar was the one when I had swiped my claws on him.

I smirked. He deserved it anyway!

"What are you smirking at?" his eyebrows furrowed.

"That scar suits you! It fits on your disgusting face!"

A hard slap landed on my left cheek. Then he grabs my chin making me look at him.

"Remember this awful face you are saying! This face will rip your heart and will tear your soul! All of you! I will take all that's in you!"

He roughly landed his lips on mine. Crashing my lips with his, making my body squirm but the sparks again that were slowly taking place made my body stop. His disgusting kiss made my body tremble. Trembled in excitement!

Excitement?!

This is not good! My body is acting strange that I can't control.

He continues to kiss me. He nips and sucks my lips and forcefully opens them for him to enter his tongue inside my mouth. Colliding his tongue with mine.

In my mind, it's sickening but my body wanted even more!

This can't be happening!

This is my first-ever kiss! And this?! This is what I get?! This is not what I dreamed of!

But no matter how hard my mind thinks, my body is not paying attention.

I hold on tight to the chains. I'm losing air! I need air!

As if he read my thoughts, he stopped kissing me and he sucked on a deep breath. I did the same as him.

"I'm not done yet, mate. I'm just getting started."

The next thing he did is he take off his pants and his manhood sprang out on its hardness. I quickly close my eyes.

I don't want to see his naked body!

But in a second, my eyes flash open when he moves on the bed, kneeling between my open legs.

My heart thumped louder, and my knees are shaking "What are you doing?" but my whole body was screaming at the sensations he was giving.

He dives his mouth into my sex. His tongue slid in and out of me, making me let out a soft moan. He stopped suddenly and look at me.

"See, you are now giving in."

"No! Please stop it! Stop this! How could you even do this to me?!"

He chuckled "It's very simple. It's because you are my mate!" he goes down again but this time he curled his fingers inside me, causing me to moan louder and my back to arch off the bed.

I cursed my body for betraying my heart and mind!

He continues to stroke his fingers inside me, making my walls stretch.

I shook my head to fight the pleasure that was threatening to take over my entire body.

"Please stop! Don't do this!"

"But I can feel your body mate! It's telling me to take what's mine!"

"No! You are not even my mate! I am not your mate!"

"Really? That mark on your neck proves that I'm your mate and you are mine!" he roared back.

In an instant, my eyes went wide and wild. My body shook from pain to different sensations that were filling me up, as his erection slammed hard on my purity making me scream.

No! He can't just do this! He can't take my virginity!

My mind is a fog, trying to process everything.

I hear him suck in a breath between his teeth.

"Fucking tight!" he moans loudly and slams hard into me over and over again.

I groan loudly as an intense feeling ripples my whole body down to my core. His rough hands cup my breasts hard, kneading them and pinching my nipples as he continues to slam faster inside me.

"S-stop, please stop!" I beg him trying to wriggle my body off of him but the shackles and chains prevented me from moving.

"I will not stop! You are mine! Have you forgotten already that you are my mate!" he slammed harder into me making me scream more with agonizing pain.

"I. I will. fight you with everything I have and once I'm done I will escape from here! I will run far away from you!" I was breathing hard.

He narrowed his eyes and slap my face hard once again as he enjoys his body colliding in and out of me.

My body continues to feel the burning pain down between my legs but the tingling sensation is taking over my body that's building inside. My mind and my heart were pierced with agonizing pain that this rogue inflicting upon me.

My wolf! I can feel my wolf's suffering and the tortured pain that made her move far away deep within me.

I just close my eyes as I think everything now in me was now tearing and breaking apart. I let the tears fall down my cheeks.

I shudder as he grunts and slams hard into me a few more times as he releases his seed inside me.

Once he was done, he pull out of me and lean down his face "You don't need to cry mate" I shook my head at him but he roughly grabs my hair and makes my eyes look at him "This is just only the beginning of the things I will do to you which are going to be much worse and fun" his cruel voice whispered in my ear.

"N..no.." as my tears continue to pour.

"Yes, you need to prepare yourself and I will not stop until you accept and submit to me that I am now your mate!" letting go of my hair and stand up.

"You will be submitting to me! You will give me my pups! That's the only thing you would do!" then he walks toward the door near the wooden table.

"I will crush every bit of fiery inside you until all that's left is fear! That's what you will only feel from now on! You will fear me!" he walks out the door and leaves me weeping and broken.

I was now really broken.

How will I face my true mate once I found him? Will he accept me?

Will he accept his broken and abused mate? And had a rogue take and sexually assault the virginity of his mate?

Will he still be able to accept all of me?