9 Chapter 9: The Runaway

The next morning🌅 I went for my breakfast, my heart was still break from the other day. I was thinking of how can I runaway from this home. late in the evening I was thinking 🤔 about it, on the Friday morning I arose very early from my sleep 😴 I went and take a bath, put on fresh clothes, then I pack a small bag 🛍️ then I wait still the house mother was going out of the dorm, that I went through the dorm gate without she seeing me. I then went to the back of the dorms around to where there was an old bathroom, that's were I make my escape by climbing over the big wall 🧱. when I reached over, I went to one of my classmates home name Natalie she and her mother were very poor, they welcome me into there home, I was very grateful for them to take me into there home. The next day when Natalie went to school, she was trying to get me back to school so I could graduate because it was going into my final year in highschool, she talked to someone who she knew could help but they let her knew that because I am an ward of the state (meaning belong to the government) they could not help her so I find myself dropped out of highschool!! I just make up my mind to live with it, I was around Natalie for quite a time good period of time, until I left from around her and go on my own. When I went on my own I give up on myself, I forgot who I am, I didn't even remember that I don't have any parents, I don't even also remember my vows that I made wanting to have nothing to do with (MA), I completely forget all of that because of my struggles, that am going through can't finding a place to sleep 😴! you see!! my classmates Natalie was a very nice person to me, she and her mother never let me hungry but they were very poor, so I decided to go on my own, I was only seventeen(17) at the time when I runaway from girl's home: I could not take the bad treatments any more so I decided to runaway: After leaving Natalie home, I met this guy name Michael he wasn't handsome but I never pay his looks any mind, when I went to live with Michael, he handles me very badly, all he wanted from me was sex!! He never interesting, he abuse's me by beating me when I don't give any sex, he even left for days hungry for days sometimes his father would give me food but I could not let his sister know, Michael Mom never treats me with respect, she always shout's after me even tell Michael alots of lie's on when he heard, he doesn't ask me any questions he just started slapping me in my face, sometimes he even uses sharp objects to me on my hands, legs even in my back still blood runs out of my body!! I started to cry 😭😭😭😭 cause I have no wear to go, most times the way how he beats me so hard, the next day my body aches all over, sometimes I don't have the strength to get out of bed 🛌, I even sometimes regrets running away from girls home but I couldn't stand the treatment, even until this day I have regrets, if could live my life all over again I would not runaway from the home!! One day I was at Michaels mother house, his sister gets some things for me an she did not give me anything out of the bag that she get for me, I didn't say anything to her about it. One morning she complain to Michael about me saying in Jamaican terms ( do gal nu ave any manners Michael, u must box di gal in her face) she tell her brother to box me and I didn't do anything all because she didn't want to give me anything out of the bag 🛍️ that she gets for but I wasn't!! Saying anything about it, I didn't even remember anything about it, that pass an gone for me!! Then when Michael father over heard the conversation, that both were having towards me, Michael and his sister, same time is father called me into his room when his wife was not around, he talks to and said, you are a good girl an I wish that I could help you some more!! Here is some money leave right now cause Michael is planning to hurt you an I can't stay here an watching him beating you, you could be mi daughter; when he told me so, I take the money and runaway very early in the morning when no one is whatching, I runaway!!!!!!!