That one time I got reincarnated as a handsome palace guard

Chris' life is a complete disaster: First her best friend commits suicide and then it turns out that her year-long crush is gay. To make matters worse, her school grades are so bad that she will probably not be promoted this year. She really doesn't think her life could get any worse... until one day she dies too?! Trigger Warning Mature content and strong language Mention of sex, violence, suicide, substance abuse and rape