1 Crumbling down

I am walking down peir street in main London, it's Feburary and I can feel the icyness of the air. My nose is red and stings but it will be worth it when I reach Dylan's work. Dylan is my boyfriend of 3 years and works at Star enterprises. He has worked so hard and is always there, this is why he is the executive CEO. I speed up my walking when I see the sign that states Star enterprise's, as I enter the lobby I get a blow of warm air. So much better in here, I feel as though I can finally breath.

I reach the receptionist, she is a lovely older woman called Denise. I come to visit Dylan regularly, so she knows me by now after months of coming in. I have arrived earlier than normal because I have a surprise lunch for Dylan today. " Hey Denise, I am here to see Dylan. I have a surprise for him because it's our anniversary!" I state excited to see his surprise. " Oh honey, how lovely! Well I hope you have a good anniversary. I will see you later on" she states kindly. She presses a button and opens the gate so I can reach the elevators.

Star enterprise's is a beautiful building that looks as though if you touch anything it would cost a fortune. The owner has so many hotel chains all around the UK and it gets run here in headquarters. I walk to the elevator and press floor 12, Dylan works on the top floor due to his position. I arrive at floor 12 and every time I see this floor I am stunned. Modern design with black and white colouring, there is a lounge area, coffee machine and snack area and two offices. One belonging to the owner Mr Morningstar and the other Dylan occupies.

I head to Dylan's office, excited to see him. As I approach the door, I can hear people talking. I hope he's not in a meeting I thought to myself. All of a sudden I can hear moaning, a female moaning. I start to feel my pulse quicken and the nausea builds up stuck in my throat. All the blood rushes from my face and I would as pale as a ghost right now. All I can hear is this woman scream Dylan's name.

I battle my self for a few moment considering If I should walk in or not. I finally decide that I am going to go in, I need to see it myself to fully believe that I am not imagining things. I enter the room and all I can see is a naked female bent over the couch whilst Dylan is grunting and slamming into her from behind. I am so stunned that I freeze on the spot, tears falling down my face.

"How could you" I whisper but loud enough for the female to turn around. She looks me I the face unfazed that someone else is I the room. Just as Dylan finishes he notices and turns around. "SHIT. What are you doing here babe" he says not even looking guilty.

"Well I was going to surprise you to a special lunch, you know for out anniversary but I guess it's not all that special for you" I state starting to feel the rage kick in. "Well babe, you can't expect me to be loyal when you don't give me enough. You are boring and I need more than what you are giving" he says. " I see, so how long have you been fucking her for?" I say trying to keep myself from strangling the both of them. " just over a year, don't get upset. I had needs and I work hard to deserve them" he says.

"You manipulative asshole! You expect me to stay at home as your slave whilst you are fucking some slut in your office" I state fuming at this point. "Stacey you chose to make me happy, that's your decision." He says.

I am so angry and done, I storm out of his office and slam the door. As I am walking I run into someone." Oh I am so sorry!" I say as I look up into these bright green eyes. This person could be a model, his luscious black hair just long enough you could grab it. He has the most amazing smile and built like a rugby player. "It's no problem Stacey, are you okay?" He says calmly.

"You know who I am?" I state so confused how this handsome man knows who I am. " of course I know who you are, you visit frequently and my office is just over there" he points to the other office door on the floor. "Oh lord, you are Mr Morningstar. I am so sorry for running into you. I just wasn't looking where I was going, I just needed to get out of there." I say just as I see Dylan and that Bimbo leave his office. I see Mr Morningstar raise his eyebrow at Dylan and shakes his head. "Well I better be going now, again I'm sorry" I quickly say and rush towards the elevator.

I head home, or should I say Dylan's house and pack my things. How did it get to this point in my life, I used to be Independent and now I am owned by him. I left my whole life for him, my job, my friends and family.

I used to work in a cute bakery which was amazing but I found no time to spend with Dylan. He persuaded me to be an at home girlfriend, to help him with anything he needs when he's home. I lost my bestfriends because they wanted to party and Dylan wouldn't let me out. He was worried that other men would try to take advantage of me.

I laugh hard knowing now that the only person to take advantage of me was him. I finish packing and find the nearest hotel to stay at. I can afford a week maximum before I run out of my spendings. Then I will be homeless, I have no job and I just can't deal right now. I haul up in the hotel room and drink myself into a coma.