He never loved me

Jungkook plea..se plea...se fo...for once hear me out everything you're saying is wrong please listen to me" you said your voice shaking with tears in your eyes.

" why don't you listen to me I told you i don't want to hear anything " said Jungkook crushing his body on yours .

Than he kissed away your tears that was streaming down your cheeks. Than he caress your cheek and grabbed your neck with his one hand while the other was still holding your tied hand.

He looked at your lips and came closer to kiss but you immediately turn your head to the side shooking your head "Please Jungkook " you cried

But he also move his head to the side and crashed his lips on yours. you pressed your upper and lower lips together tightly making him groan.

Then he bite you lower lips making you hiss at the pain and taking the advantage he sucked the lips where he bit and put his tongue inside kissing you so ferociously.

you whimper at the pain and felt breathless as he was kissing you so hard. Than he raise his head and looked at you breathing heavily.

" your lips was mine so how could you kiss someone y/n" he said

" you've gone crazy, you're insane "you said gulping your eyes red because of crying and your lips swollen because of the hard kiss.

He snicker " crazy"

"Yes I'm gone crazy and insane it's because of you y/n because of you" he yelled .

"Leave me let me go please Jungkook what happened , you weren't like this before please let me go i beg you please I beg you " you cried.

" yes I weren't like this but it's all because of you y/n because of you I loved you so much y/n , I couldn't spent my day without talking and seeing you, I missed you every second, I felt so complete, but what did you do, you left me just like that without saying any words do you know I waited for you at your door step every day and night but you never came, you never came y/n. what did I do to you that you left me y/n why? " shouted Jungkook pouring out all his emotions tears on his eyes while you shook your head.

" you're misunderstanding please ....i'll explain everything please " you beg.

" Misunderstanding, I gave you chance y/n I gave you, these days that we worked you could have any time explain me the reason but what did you do, you instead ignore me, you hated me, you acted like I was stranger to you" said Jungkook and he started kissing your neck and collarbone.

You pressed your lips tightly trying not to moan at his touch.

Than he look up at you breathing heavily and caged your lips again like he was not satisfied.

You lean your head at the back of the wall with tears flowing down feeling so tired.

you also felt weak on your knees that you almost fall untill he caught you.

he pick you up in bridal style and laid you down on the bed.

"Plea... se please let... me go" you said in a week tone. But Jungkook was really not hearing you.

you didn't even have energy to move your body .

Jungkook untied the ribbon on your hand and pinned your hand on the bed than he started kissing your neck again.

He licked and sucked your collarbone all over.

you couldn't control and you made a sound making him smirk.

than he slide down while kissing from your collar bone to your cleavage down to your stomach.

you grabbed the sheet of his bed closing your eyes tight.

you felt so lost, you didn't even wanted to beg him to let you go, you didn't even had the energy to argue with him. you felt speechless . This was something you never imagined, you never thought he would be this cruel and act to fierce.

you felt like something sharp was piercing your heart so deep making you breathless and bringing so much pain.

you laid there on his bed heartbroken with tears continuously flowing down your cheeks even making the sheet on his bed wet.

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The whole night you couldn't sleep, and at almost dawn you slowly removed the blanket covering you and got out if the bed.

you saw his shirt on the floor, you quickly wore it since yours was torn already and you rushed out of his house.

you took a cab and reached your house.

after reaching your door you immediately ran inside the bathroom and tap on the shower letting the cold water flow all over you while rubbing yourself where he kissed.

you sat down crying thinking about last night.

For the very first time you felt so scared of him.

after spending some Few more minutes in the shower you came out and look yourself in the mirror to see your eyes was puff and red because of crying and your lips swollen .

You unbuttoned his shirt to see hickies all over your neck and collarbone even on your cleavege.

You touch them and felt pain making you whimper.

" He never loved me " you said and snicker.

Why am I crying because of him?

Why am I broken because of him?

why am I in pain because of him?

Why does it hurt so much? you thought.